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I woke up the next morning with Katie still between my legs and Eva was gone. She probably went to bed when Katie and I fell asleep.

I carefully sat up in bed and pulled Katie up a little so her heads on the pillow. How the fuck did she sleep through that?

I walked downstairs with my phone. Checking through my socials. I walked into the kitchen and heard someone running down the stairs

"DANI SML HAVE UPLOADED LETS WATCH IT" yep typical Sab. I laugh, roll my eyes and followed her to the couch. Sab turned on the PlayStation and the TV.

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Dear diary,

Today has been strange, i woke up with my friend between my thighs, I went downstairs and Sab came running downstairs to tell me our YouTuber has uploaded a video. Emma literally gave me some type of dance. Anna threw freezing cold water on me because I called her a hoe. I love the girls. Dev and Dom have been in the bedroom all day 😏😏😉

I love every second of this day. I just wish Karina would talk to me... where is she? Is she okay? How is she getting on? Am I ever gonna see my girls again?

There's one question that's been playing on my mind for a couple of weeks now.
Do I like Katie or Eva?
Do I have feelings for the girls?
Am I ready to move on from Karina?
Is this a dream?
I don't know what to do. I can't tell either of them. I'm scared of commitment. After Karina told me she doesn't love me anymore and that she had been cheating on me for a while. She hurt me so bad. I'm just weak now.

Sincerely,
Dani x

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"Anyone wanna go to the fair?" Mads shouted from the top of the stairs.

Every girl in the house shouted a yes. Christian was also coming. Christian and I are like siblings. However, he is pissed off with what Karina and Will had done. He was on my side.

Running towards the car, which made me sit on Katie's lap, mads sit on Christian's lap and dev sat on dom and Sab wanted to drive with cooper in her own car which is lameee. But there isn't any seats left anyways. it was only an hour drive there.

We went on every single ride. Dev and Eva threw up after 4 rides. The rest of us where fine.

The sun was going down and I shouted for everyone to go. From jumping in the car then jumping out the car.

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Christian, the girls and I were all sat in the sitting room just hanging out. Having a few drinks and just playing truth or dare. Some lame ass games.

"Dani truth or dare?" Anna asked

"Dare, I ain't no pussy!" I said with sass

"Okay have a three way kiss with Eva and Katie" she smirked

"Dayum playing spicey huh Shumate?" I laugh with causes Anna to laugh.

Eva, Katie and I all got ready and had the kiss

"I never thought I'd ever have a three way kiss" I laughed sitting back down next to Dom and Katie.

I sat quietly pulling out my phone and doing some tiktoks. The first one I placed on the counter in the dining room and ran upstairs to my bedroom, I grabbed a few pictures of Karina and I along with a lighter. I ran downstairs and walked outside with my phone.

I placed my phone on the table that was outside and played the song "but now I sing even miss you anymore" I grabbed the lighter and the pictures and sang this part of the sound loudly "so I, I want all the tears back that I cried" I burnt the pictures with a huge smile on my face

"All the hours spent giving advice on how to write your song!" I screamed out "all you did was prove me wrong?"

"When you said you love me you must of had your fingers crossed" I sang along. While the tiktok was still playing, the girls came at me with a hug. The video ended with all of us hugging

"Beautiful tiktok Dani" Christian cheered. I just smiled at him. I just made a few random tiktoks with the girls.

"Okay okay let's go back inside I'm bored" Dom whined

"Party pooper!" Anna laughed, Dom rolled her eyes and threw herself on the couch

"You break that couch. You pay for a new one. And I've seen one I like very much" I smirked at her.

"Fuck off" she shoved her head in the pillows, dev thought it would be funny to jump on her back. She screamed loud. I literally covered my ears.

"You're adopted dani" Dom laughs

"And you're a mistake Dibiaso" I smirked taking her phone

"Give it back!" She whined and hit me

"Owww Anna she's hit me!" I whine

"Dani come here" Dom smiled

"Why?" I questioned staying where I was stood

"Just come here" she laughed a little

"No, you're gonna hit me" I pouted

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Dear diary,

Tonight I have been drinking, dancing, acting with the girls and making a video getting over my ex. I spend $62,000 on an engagement ring and Spent 4 years with her for her to only throw it down the drain. But I'm slowly getting to the point where I'm happy again.

Some day we'll meet paths and I'll remember all the pain she caused me. And I'll remember "Karina Prieto you made me into the woman that I never thought I would be, painful to stronger that I can ever be. :) thank you

Sincerely,
Dani x

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"What's green, sticky and smells like bacon?" I ask

"Oh god not another one of your dumb jokes" Sab rolled her eyes, sitting on coopers lap

"My jokes ain't dumb" I pouted

"Whatever just carry on the "joke"" Dom rolled her eyes at her two friends arguing

"Kermit the frogs finger" I smile widely

"You're so funny Dani" mads said rolling her eyes

"Yes, but you're still stupid" Eva laughed

"Why am I stupid?" I ask

"Oh please! Who's the dumbest person that you?" Cooper laughed

"All of you" I grinned looking at everyone with a questioning look.

"And why's that?" Katie spoke up from her silence.

"Because you all still think I'm here, even though I've been dead for over a month!" I said and looked at everyone. I faded away.

Anna pov

She's right... we've all imagined her being with us we didn't realised that she wasn't actually with us. I let the tears fall down my face. The others were all letting them crash down their cheeks as well. It was hard. That's why we must of imagined her here because of all the pain and hurt she's been through and we've been through since her death.

"I don't know how to explain this, but.. I see things that nobody else sees" Sab blurted out. We all looked at her

"Is it Dani?" I asked her and she nodded.

"I was out the other day and I thought I was actually with Dani. I wonder that was the reason I was getting looks from people cause we can see Dani's spirit or whatever this is and other people can't see her" dev looked at us wiping away the tears that was in her eyes

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