Hi, I just wanted to explain why I wanted to become a magical girl, so first, I always wanted to have powers, when I was in pre-school I wanted to be a fairy so bad, then around 2-3 grade I wanted to be a mermaid, but then I wanted to be a fairy and a mermaid ( not both at the same time) so I was confused, my bff tried to help me but I didn't know what I wanted to be, then I wanted to be a witch, but then again I wanted to become a unicorn, then a witch again, then unicorn, then witch, and- I finally decided that I've wanted to become a witch, until I started to watch the popular show "star vs the forces of evil"
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this intersted me so much ! I've watched the 4 seasons and I was sad that it ended
I wanted a wand like her !
I was interested in these types of shows and searched all around google "magic shows" I was only disapointed until I've seen my first magical girl anime, creamy. ( this was before I watched star vs. this was a long time ago ) I didn't watched all the episodes because I got tired of it but I loved it. then when we got netflix ( unfortunaly this was a long time ago I don't have netflix ) I saw glitter force, I'v e only watched 4 episodes, then I've watched glitter force doki doki, then I saw it until the season 2 but couldn't achieve it since we didn't have netflix anymore, then on youtube I searched for glitter force and saw precure, I then learned that precure was the original one, so I enjoyed precure. I could'nt watch precure ( I didn't know any any websites to watch animes, now I can watch precure ) but I've enjoyed it, then I saw that it was a "magical girl" show, I learned what was an magical girl show and loved it because I've always wanted to see more shows of a girl or multiples girls fighting villains, then, I've wanted to be magical girl so bad, like lolirock, winx club, star vs., precure, sailor moon crystal, ect. and then, I saw something that I enjoyed. I saw "connect" ( madoka magica intro ) in english version I loved it so much ( I still love it ) just each time I think about it it warms my heart, literally this remind me of my friends and my childhood, this is so relatable to my friends group ( we got separated in midlle school but we're still a friends group ), the fact that I want to return in time, not losing hope, the memories of friendship, then I decided to watch it. I didn't know how to watch anime so just decided to watch rebellion instead of the anime ( this is the movie you're supposed to watch after the anime ) I really loved it and even If I didn't really understand anything at all, Ifelt a huge connection between my friend group, the girls represented each one of them. thenAday I decided to watch the french version of "puella magi" a emotional song from puella magi madoka magica, I then saw a comment and understand everything. the person commented about rebellion and madoka and homura, basically they tried to understand what was the meaning of the song, first maybe homura trying to save madoka? but it wasn't. then maybe madoka saving homura? but it wasn't, then after the 30th listening they wrote that it was about every friendsship, then when I was listening I understood what this person means, its just a deep meaning about friendship, then I could watch anime and watched PMMM, I've wanted to become a magical girl so hard, ( especially while watching magia record ), then I sawa comment on a magical girl subminal, this person commented that this was probably her ( not sure if its a girl I'm just putting "her" because "her" username is more feminine but sorry ), so she did wrote that her destiny was probably to become become a magical girl and to see this subminal, then I though that maybe it was maybe my destiny, to become a magical girl. Then on a wattpad the girl that writed it wrote that to be a magical girl, it wasn't just for the cute outfit and all, the universe wouldn't let you become a magica girl, ( I don't really believe in that universe thing but I believe her ) then I though of something, something that I wanted to achieve for so long, I wanted to become like madoka for so long. like Homura, madoka is the source of her magical girl self, she the source of mine too. Then I decided that maybe I wanted to save all magical girls like madoka did. ( not like actual saving like magical girls don't need to be saved like maybe some of them but not all of them ) its complicated to understand but yea. I don't want to be a godess like madoka but I want to be strong liker her. ( not her strenght idk if I can achieve it but I wanna be strong ), Madoka inspired me so much that I want to have... some sort of power, its kind of complicated to explain ( or long ) so basically I have Madoka bow and arrow, the bow is made out of light, the arrows ( the arrows are pink ) are made out of magical girls hope and despair ( I don't extract the hope and despair they represent the hope and despair of magical girls but are not actual it but they're still it its complicated ) there also made out of they're powers ( please don't think that its actually like a magical girls have water power and my arrows splash water its not that ), its actually like uhh its complicated yeah its just made out of they're power ( and mine ) illimited power not limited I don't want to use the energy-
so that all for now I think, bye ! I hope you enjoyed it
