i was now back at my apartment. rhys dropped me off telling me he has shit to do and to stay here. i didn't get involved with whatever digga does, that was his life not mine. i just hoped he was safe.
*groupchat*
mel
omds
both of u come round
nearly just died
dave
Excuse me
amelia
WHAT
??????
mel
idek
come over
bring food too
amelia and dave were my best friends. i knew i could count on them whenever. i didn't know what to even think about what just happened. i was just worried about digga, i knew he was gunna do something about it.
i head banging at my door. i let amelia and dave in.
'explain now' amelia says putting 2 pizza boxes down on the table
'bro i don't even know' i said sitting on the sofa 'digga picked me up he was with sav, we were just driving to his and then the fucking car gets shot at'
i carried on explaining the situation to them
i see amelia's jaw drop and dave looked pissed.
'mel i told you not to get fucking involved with him' dave said sitting down next to me 'his life isn't for you he's gunna get you hurt'
'i didn't invite you over for a lecture dave' i laughed putting my head on his shoulder
digga💕
I'm sorry man
I didn't know that would happen
I'd never let shit happen to u
mhm
it's not ur fault
just be safe rhys
don't get urself killed
or locked again
i put my phone down before carry on watching the movie that amelia had put on. this is what i needed right now, to be with my friends. i was led on my sofa with my head in daves lap.
'i know what you need' amelia jumped up running into the kitchen. she came back out with 2 bottles of alcohol in each hand
'yes'
'no' dave and i said in sync
'mel when do you ever turn down the opportunity to get pissed' dave laughed
'youre right hand me that bottle' i took a bottle of tequila from amelia. i grabbed a zoot that i rolled earlier and lit it.
'you good mel' dave laughed. i was completely fried
'never better' i smiled
i heard a knock at my door, i assumed it would be rhys. amelia got up and opened it and i saw cees face emerge from behind the door.
'yo' he said walking past amelia
'what do you want' i asked confused
'nice to see you too' he replied 'need to grab some of my shit i left here'
'am i late to the motive or something why are you all pissed' he questioned sitting down next to me
'not me' dave laughed
'i nearly died tonight' i put my head on cees as he put his arm around me
'what' he questioned jolting up
'mhm' i said calmly
'what happened' he asked
'well i was in the car with-'
'we were just driving and a car pulled infront of us it was nothing' amelia laughed quickly cutting me off
'mel come help me' dave said getting up walking into the kitchen. i quickly followed him
'you can't tell him what happened' he said poring a drink 'he won't like the fact you're involved with digga let alone him being the reason you nearly got shot'
'oh shitttt yeah' i slurred 'he'll never let me see him again'
'mhm so keep your mouth shut' he laughed making his way back into the living room
'i gotta dip' cee got up walking towards the door
'did you get what you needed' i asked sitting back down on the sofa
'yeah' he answered followed by another knock at the door
'answer that' i said to cee
he opened the door and i saw rhys stood in the doorway
'oh dear' i heard amelia laugh from the other side of the room
'what you doing here' cee asked digga letting him past into my apartment. cee turned around looking at me confused. rhys came and sat on the other side of me. i just laughed looking at cee, i was too fried to even acknowledge the situation.
'you two fucking or something' oakley asked
'mhm something like that' i put my head on rhys shoulder closing my eyes
'mel do you not see how he treats girls' cee kissed his teeth 'he don't care about them'
'relax man' i felt rhys body tense putting his arm around me 'i aint gunna treat her bad it's different'
'whatever man' oakley said
'i'm too pissed to deal with this now' i replied
'i'm just tryna look out for you mel' cee sighed opening the front door 'how longs it been going on'
'about 4 months' digga said
oakley kissed his teeth before shutting the door behind him.
rhys pov
'how much has she drank' i asked dave. mel was half asleep leaning on me
'most of that bottle' he said pointing towards the empty bottle of tequila on the table
'did she tell you' i knew she would've told them, i knew that's why they were both over
'yep' dave kissed his teeth
'did she tell cee' i questioned
'nearly, i had to stop her' amelia replied
'he'll kill me if he finds out' i sighed rolling a zoot
'you're lucky i haven't already' dave said
'i didn't know it was gunna happen man i'd never get her involved with this shit. i actually care about her' i put the zoot between my lips and lit it 'it's sorted now it ain't gunna happen again'
'better fucking not' dave answered
i did feel awful about what happened. i'd never forgive myself if she got hurt because of me. i can't get her involved with this life but she will be if she's involved with me.
