i walked into fredos house. bringing it back by aj and digga was blasting on the speakers.
'i can never get a fucking break' i turned round laughing to dave
fredo made his way over to us
'yoooo' he shouts throwing his arm around me 'you good yeah?'
'i'm alright fred' i looked up and smiled at him
'let's get you a drink' he said walking over to the alcohol
'just what i need' i grabbed a bottle of vodka and shotted it
'you good tho for real?' he asked in a more serious tone 'you spoke to him?'
'he's dead to me fred i'm not wasting anymore time on that man' i sighed 'is he here?'
'haven't seen him but he might later' he poured us both a shot
'cant fucking wait' i said before taking it
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it was around 1am, i was still with fred.
'you want one?' he asked pulling 2 pills out his pocket
'hmm' i debated 'fuck it' i washed the pill down with the rest of my drink.
i was completely off my head and so was fredo. i whined my waist for him while he secured it. i saw rhys sat on the sofa, i made eye contact with him and carried on dancing with fredo. i could feel rhys eyes burning into me, watching my every move with fredo. it only made me want to carry on.
'he's watching you' fred whispered in my ear
'i don't care about him' i turned around to face him putting my arms around his neck. i ran my finger across his jaw. it was purely lust with fredo, i had no intentions of anything more with him and i knew he felt the same.
'let's dip' he said 'come with me' he grabbed my hand and made his way upstairs to his room.
i led down on his bed, he climbed on top of me with his chain dangling in my face. he lifted my dress off me leaving me just in my my lingerie. his eyes wondered down my body before taking his own top off. he began kissing my neck and working his way down my body. he removed the rest of what i was wearing as well as his own underwear.
'you sure yeah' he asked. i nodded
'verbal confirmation mel' he replied
'yes fred' i answered 'i'm sure'
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we made our way back downstairs, the place was near to empty. it was only dave, cee, rhys, kenza, amelia and her boyfriend downstairs now. i stumbled over to the sofa dave was sat on and sat next to him. my head was fucked, it had to be what fred gave me earlier. i put my head on daves shoulder while he wrapped his arm around my waist.
'what have you two been up to' amelia laughed
'mind your business' fredo joked sitting down on another sofa
'what's she taken' i hear rhys ask nodding towards me
'just pissed i think' dave said
'nah shes on something she ain't that bad when she's drunk' rhys replied
i was too out of it to even join in with the conversation
'just molly' fredo said
'you gave her it?' rhys sounded angry
'relax man' fredo kissed his teeth
'seriously fred' cee said 'i'm with digga on this'
'i'll take her home' rhys offered
'no' amelia replied
'i'm the only sober one i haven't drank. i know i'm the fucking last person she wants to see' he kissed his teeth
'just make sure she's alright rhys' cee said
rhys pov
'come on mel' i lifted her up. her legs wrapped around my waist and her arms around my neck
'get off' she moaned resting her head into my neck
'i'm taking you home' i walked towards the door
'i'm coming' dave shouts running to catch up with us
we arrived at her apartment about 20 minutes later. i carried her up to her apartment and laid her down on the bed.
'mel you good' i awkwardly sat on the bed next to her
i wanted to make sure she was okay before i left. she never took drugs this heavy, part of me wondered was i the reason she was doing this to herself. i couldn't forgive myself for how i treated her. i can't believe i did that to her.
'mhm' she put her head in my lap
i knew she was only acting this way because she wasn't sober. i didn't care tho. i ran my fingers through her hair.
dave made his way into the room with a pizza box and water
'mel eat' he said putting the food down infront of her
'no' she argued
'you'll feel better' i suggested. she sat up and ate a slice of pizza before downing a glass of water.
'i'm tired' she put her head back on her pillow
'sleep' i said pulling the blanket over her
'i miss you' she sighed closing her eyes
'you're drunk mel' i laughed
'stay here tonight' she said 'with me'
'you'll hate me tomorrow' i replied
'i already hate you rhys' she answered
