'now she's not speaking to him and it's so awkward because they're both staying at mine' i explained
'i'm confused' rhys shrugged
'have you been listening to me' i asked
'no' he laughed
i kissed my teeth and sighed
'i'm just glad your here' he leant over and put his hand on mine
'me too' i smiled 'it's just weird i cant see you whenever i want'
'what's it like in there' i questioned
'shit' he said 'i don't wanna talk about that though'
'i wanna talk about you' he continued
'what about me' i laughed
'are you okay mel' he asked in a more serious tone 'i know this is hard on you'
'babe i'm all good' i smiled
'i can tell when you lie you know' he sighed 'mel you do this, you never like to show people when something upsets you. you shut it out like you are now'
'rhys what do you want me to say' i replied 'yeah it is so shit for me you being in here but me crying over it isn't gunna make you come out any sooner. i don't wanna mane you feel bad'
'i just want you to be able to talk to me' he said 'mel i wanna be there for you'
'i know babe' i smiled at him 'you don't have to tell me'
'you see jel in here a lot?' i asked
'yeah we chill together a bit actually' he said 'gotta look out for your brother'
'no one fucks with him now i'm here'
'i appreciate you looking out for him' i smiled 'he needs it'
'he's only a kid man he doesn't deserve to be in here' he replied
'tell him i'll come see him soon things have just been a lot recently'
'he doesn't know you're pregnant does he' rhys asked
'nah don't tell him either' i replied
'how's the baby' he asked
'all good so far' i said '14 weeks already'
'that's so mad' he replied 'are you fat yet'
'there's a little bump' i laughed 'not that noticeable yet'
'have you told your family yet' he asked
'not yet' i sighed 'i'm scared to'
'is cee still ignoring you'
'he's coming around abit more now'
'i think you should tell your mum' he said 'you know she'd be happy for you'
'i know' i sighed 'i wanted to tell them with you'
'i'm sorry mel'
'how you feeling though' he asked
'shit' i said 'always tired, moody, im always sick too'
'i hope it's a boy' he said
'why' i laughed
'mini me' he replied 'boys are less work'
'i don't mind what it is' i said 'i still can't get over we're having a baby'
'i'm happy though' he smiled
'you won't even be there when i give birth' i sighed
'i'm sorry baby' his tone changed 'i wanna be there for you'
