i decided today to go visit rhys and tell him. the longer i wait the harder it will be and he'll only be mad at me for not telling him sooner.
it had been nearly 2 months since i'd last visited him. i didn't know how i was gunna tell him. i felt sick to my stomach.
i put on some leggings and threw a hoodie over the top. i put my hair in a bun and left my face bare. i wasn't feeling like makeup today
i grabbed my keys and bag and walked into the kitchen
'you want me to drive you' jada offered
'nah it's okay' i smiled 'i'll be fine'
'sure?' she asked
'mhm' i said 'thank you though'
she pulled me in for a hug
'mel don't worry you know he loves you' she said 'he'll understand'
'i should've told him weeks ago' i sighed
'you weren't ready' she replied
'you'll be fine' she smiled 'just let me know if you need anything'
'i got you girl you know i do' she said
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i walked into the visiting area. my heart was racing. i saw rhys sat down in front of a table waiting. god i missed him
i made my way over and sat down opposite him
'do you know how long 2 months is in here' he sounded pissed
'i know rhys i'm sor-'
he quickly cut me off
'i don't even wanna hear it mel'
'waiting every fucking day to see if i had a visitor'
'texting you'
'calling you'
'and you just don't fucking answer me'
'u know what that shits like'
'fucking draining mel'
'love of my life don't even wanna see me in here'
'couldn't even fucking text me giving me an explanation' his voice raised slightly
'i'm fucking done mel'
'rhys' my eyes filled with tears 'what'
'you heard me i'm done'
'don't wanna be with someone who won't even give me the time of day'
'when i'm fucking locked' he kissed his teeth 'once a fucking week wont come see me'
'fuck this man' he rolled his eyes
'don't even wanna look at you to be honest'
'rhys let me explain'
'i don't wanna hear nothing that comes from your mouth'
'who you fucking now then'
'fredo?'
'hell even dave who knows with you'
'fucking whore man'
'you can't be serious' i said
'you actually think that of me rhys'
'explains what's kept you busy recently'
'if you let me fucking explain' i sighed
