All-Around Bodyguard (Unedited Version)

22 - Want?

Y/N POV (3 days later)

Finally, I'm fully healed, Jin-hyung really took care of me, Yoongi-hyung doesn't always that grumpy anymore, and the guys become clingy on me, which I find it,unusual.The guys have been busy since their comeback, starting from their comeback show and 3 music awards this week, specifically MusicBank which they've won and now MusicCore and tommorow for Inkigayo. It must have been tiring if it was for me, just following them, oh I always hide from the staffs cause due to that Lisa-noona's post, I've kinda recognize by people, suprisingly the guys don't know about that. I'm currently outside at their dressing room and there are a lot of clothes changing. From what I've heard, they will do three performances for their new songs. Although, they didn't ask my opinion on their new album, I do love it, the messages in each songs strikes within, some are sad, depressing and enlighting. Funny thing,one of their songs is my phone case. It's kinda of boring, waiting for them to finish cause they do take time to finish. I'm just fidgeting my fingers, humming and singing Truth Untold. I lean back at the wall. You know that song kind of relates of what I am now, I hide in a mask cause I'm ugly not physically, I'm a monster cause I hide a secret that could scare people away from me, yet I'm here, engaging to new people, smiling like I have no problem. It sucks to be like me but I'm here now, I still want this, my friends and them. Yes, I'm afraid but I just avoid those things that could trigger it. Gosh, when can I really accept myself? Love myself? and proudly show it? When? Tears flowed in my face, why am I crying here? I hate this. I hate me. Why did I cry?
I don't know, I didn't know.

Hoseok POV

My body aches, I need some rest but we have a performance, I'm laying down on the couch, I've changed my clothes for our first song. I'm just waiting for the guys and I got bored, so I get up and head outside and maybe talk to Y/N. Jin-hyung have been so close to him and he wouldn't tell what happen to Y/N, how he got those bruises.

Flashback (A night ago)

"Man, I'm thirsty",as I head down. I see Jin-hyung and Y/N? I see them in the kitchen,I can't see fully because of the dim light but I kinda see Y/N is topless and Jin-hyung doing something in chest. I can hear hiss and moans. My eyes widened.
'What are they doing?'

"Ahhh, stop it hyung, it hurts"

"It will hurt if you keep moving, now arch bach, I need to spread it"

"No hyung not there"

"Stop moving or I'll hurt you more"

"Ahhh, don't push too hard, Ughhhh"

"Stop moaning, you'll wake them up"

"I can't hyung, it hurts"

Upon hearing those, my innocenct ears, have they've been doing something inappropriate? I want to get out of this yet I'm dragged by something. As I step down, I stumble upon a chair, which made them notice me. My eyes widened upon seeing Jin-hyung leaning to Y/N topless.

"Oh, Hoseok, I didn't know you were there"
"Hi hyung, Ahhh",as Y/N struggles and Jin-hyung just keep pushing him.

"Y/N, don't move, Hoseok can you please help me here",as my faced blotched in red.

"M-me",as I stutter.
"Yes, now come close",as I gulped with a tomato red.

"I-i shouldn't think I'm needed",as I back away.
"I-i need you, Hobi-hyung,Ahhh",as Y/N spoke and my face could explode in redness.