Chapter 37

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I took 2-3 deep breaths to stop myself from crying. I don't want to cry but dad never was harsh with me and this made me want to cry more.

I looked up feeling itchy in my nose due to urge to cry. I sniffed 2-3 times taking in the tears at my eyelines. After feeling contempt of not crying I look ahead and found with 'oh-so-sorry-it's-my-fault' look. Noah was actually giving sorry look to me , I just turned away not wanting to face him. That traitor.

I found Ace looking at me with anger and disappointment. What is with that look am I that disappointing everybody is giving me that look. He turned and went toward the stairs climbing up. I just stayed at looked at him going up.

I also made my way towards stairs to go toward my room.

"Ansha..." Noah called. I stop at steps without turning my back

"I'm sorry. I.i just forgot-" without listening to him further I paced toward my room

Mumbling " forgot, forgot how could he forget. What are you even saying you yourself forgot to call him but wait he could have come to me again I went away not staying in one place. Stupid, clumsy monkey"

I reached my room and went to freshen up still playing everything that happened.

After freshen up many things where going in my mind

'dad's really disappointed but it was worth it but still agggghhh it fine but still not fine. Everything will be fine tomorrow calm down calm down' taking deep breath I laid on my bed ' but again what if he is still angry or doesn't talk to me or or just ignore me and mom will literally scold me oh god nobody would support me, aishhhh leave it just sleep sleep.'

I closed my eyes but still couldn't help but roaming these thoughts. ' stupid, idiot, clumsy monkey, you could have called or do something than travelling but no you have to be daring, a..a.. what rebel yeah rebel bad kid, miss know it all. Now face the consequences.'

"God please take care of me tomorrow" with that I fall asleep.

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