Our past, my present,your future.

Chapter 27:false hope

Qi Xiao tried pushing him away but he is like a wall but she didn't give up and tried harder,

Han Min capture her hands and hold them up above her, while his other hand hold her thin waist forcefully and ask in a menacing voice

"Say it! I dare you to say it again!"

Qi Xiao was blinded by her rage so she didn't realize that Han Min was warning her

"You don't have the right"

Her lips were blocked before she could finish her words,

Qi Xiao's eyes widen under her huge sunglass,

The kiss was not the same kiss they shared before, it was punishing and painful,

She closed her eyes but her tears still fall,

Han Min stopped when he feel the hot tears.

Han Min hurriedly wipe her face but Qi Xiao move away her face and said in a shaky voice

"You know why I left right? you were lost, I went crazy when your parents told us that you are missing, unknown location, and unsure if you are still alive or dead, my heart broke but I still believed that you are still alive somewhere! I cant sleep, cant eat or even water, my body refused to take! until my body fell, I almost died because of dehydration but I choose to find you! so my parents have to tranquilize me every time I woke up until I can calm down on my own, one week, I have to rely on tranquilizer!"

Qi Xiao stop to breathe and continue

"I slept for only 3 hours or sometimes I can't even sleep worrying about you! until one day there was news about you! I was too happy that I felt that all fatigue disappear"

Her tears started falling again but she keeps on talking

"I thought that when you were missing is the most painful and the worst time of my life, but I was wrong!"

She breathe in and because she was choking from her overwhelming emotion

Han Min pat her back gently and remind her

"Just breathe okay? stop talking already! Please"

But Qi Xiao didn't stop

"I felt I died over and over again when I saw you holding another girl and smiling at her gently! That time I knew that I lost you but I keep on fighting! I wanted to take you back or snatch you back but in the end, I hurt a lot of people because of that selfish decision! but you know what? my world really crashed when you told me that I should stop because it is all in the past! it was just past!"

Qi Xiao remove her sunglass to wipe her tears

"Han Min I admit that I love you and maybe completely forgetting you is impossible but can you just not give me any false hope? can you please just let me realize my self-worth?"

Qi Xiao push him again and this time she succeeded, and left without looking back.

Han Min laugh, he laughed out his bitterness and pain, he felt that someone is squeezing his heart, he look at his hand with her tears and he felt scalded,

He sat down feeling his strength seeping from his body, he hid his face in his palm while laughing again but his eyes is full of tears.

Assistant Chen already arrive a while ago but didn't get close to them, but close enough to hear it all,

He was one of the witnesses to how devastated Qi Xiao was when his boss went missing,

She was even more miserable than Hans,

He was one of the people who keeps on holding her while the doctor are injecting her tranquilizer!

Han Min stood up and look at him and ask

"I want you to tell me everything"