Taming Wild Roses [Chasing Liberty Series #1]

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SPG (Readers discretion is fully advised)

"Just finger fucking huh?" sagot ng lalaki sa aking gilid.

Humarap ako sa kanya at mas lalong ibinaba ang aking suot. Finger fucking? No way! I want more. I want him in between me.

"Hmm? You're scared? He's probably small?" I smirked seductively at him. The alcohol really claimed my fucked up system.

We're here in his car now at kakatapos lang ng aming make out session. Magulo na ang aking buhok at nagkalat na rin ang aking lipstick.

Hinagod ko ang kanyang pantalon at ngumiti. Lumipat ako sa kanyang pwesto at mabilis na pumaibabaw. Unti unti kong pinatakan ng halik ang kanyang leeg. Hindi naman siya tumanggi kaya't mas lalo akong naging agresibo.

I unbuttoned his polo and left my mark there.

"I'm married." sambit niyang hindi ko na pinansin. Well? We're here now, bakit ko pa ititigil?

Mas lalo ko siyang pinatakan ng mga agresibong halik. I'm drunk and I can't think straight. I'll probably regret this tomorrow. Bukas pa naman kaya't sususlitin ko na ito ngayon.

He removed my bralette at itinapon iyon sa inupuan ko kanina. Hinila niya ang aking buhok at itinulak ako sa likod ng sasakyan.

I like it. He's aggressive and I'm loving every bit of this.

Nagsimula siyang matanggal ng polo. His shiny packed abs flashed in front of me. Hinagod ko iyong ng dahan dahan. My hands trace his well built abdomen up to his glory.

Itinulak niya ulit ako at hinawakan sa aking leeg. Padiin ng padiin ang kanyang hawak kaya't nasasakal ako. I tried to restrain myself, kaya lang mas malakas siya sa akin.

He removed all of my clothing and started to worship my naked body. We dance through the melody of every rhythm he makes.

Matatalo na sana namin ang bilang ng boxing rounds kung hindi lang may tumawag sa kanya.

I saw it. Love ang nakalagay. Probably his wife huh?

Umayos siya ng tayo at inilagay ang isang daliri sa aking bibig, pinapahiwatig na huwag akong magsalita. Kinagat ko naman ito at ngumisi.

"Sure, babe. Make it fast." sabay halik sa kanyang labi.

"Yes, yes, I'm still at work. Will go home tomorrow." I smirked at his remark.

May naisip na naman akong kababalaghan kaya't dumikit ako lalo sa kanya. He looked at me weirdly at nagpatuloy sa pagpapaliwanag sa kanyang asawa.

I slowly crawled my hand into his masculinity. I do him repeatedly habang kausap niya ang kanya asawa.

I'm crazy right?

"Hindi pa ba matatapos yan? I'm getting bored here." bulong ko sa kanya sabay kagat sa kanyang tenga. He was still hard and come on, I can no longer wait. I'm so turned on!

"I told you I'll go home tomorrow. Don't be so nosy, I'm worki-" he didn't finish his word because I started sucking his part.

Naramdaman ko na lang ang pagkamatay ng tawag.

And once again, he ruled my body non-stop.

Ang mainit na sinag ng araw ang gumising sa akin kinaumagahan. We're still on his car.

Tulog pa siya kaya't sinusuklay ko ang kanyang buhok. Ang swerte siguro ng asawa nito? He's handsome and good in bed. Mahaba ang pilik mata at katamtaman ang tangos ng ilong.

Hmm? Hindi rin pala. He's a cheater, and I'm his mistress now? Ugh! So much for this one night stand.

Masakit pa ang ulo ko, gusto ko pang matulog kaya lang kailangan ko ng umalis. I have a class later at 1pm.

Nagising naman siya sa pagtayo ko.

"You're leaving?" tanong niyang habang namumungay pa ang mata.

"Yes, thank you for last night. I enjoyed it." sambit ko matapos maisuot lahat ng aking damit.

For the last time, I kissed his lips and went out of his car. Narinig ko pa ang pagtatanong niya ng pangalan ko ngunit ipinagwalang-bahala ko iyon.

Past 11 na nang nakarating ako sa aming dorm. Sinalubong naman ako ng mga marites kong kaibigan.

"Oh, Ms. Roshan's in the house now." sigaw ni Kelly.

"Kumusta last night? Magaling ba?" paunang tanong ni Beatrice.

"Gusto ko munang matulog, pagod na pagod ako." sabay kindat sa kanila.

"Aba't! Magaling nga! sabi na eh at jackpot iyon." nag-tawanan naman silang dalawa dahil sa sinabi ni Kelly.

"Wag ka na matulog Roshan, ma-late ka niyan mamaya sa class. Tulog mantika ka pa naman." dagdag ni Beatrice.

"Ugh!" hilamos ko sa aking mukha.

"Ayan ang napapala ng mga kerengkeng. Okay lang at nag enjoy ka naman kagabi." kumuha ng tubig si Kelly at iniabot iyon sa akin.

"Thanks babe." kinuha ko ito at ininom. Hangover really sucks!

"Oh ano na nga? Kwento ka naman? San kayo? Hotel? OMG! Don't tell me sa 5 star pa? He seems rich ah?" sunod sunod na tanong ni Beatrice.

"Teka lang ah? Isa isa girl?" awat ko sa kanya. At anong five star? Sa kotse lang kami!

Umupo silang dalawa sa harapan ko. Alam kong kailangan ko na mag kwento sa kanila. Hindi ako titigilan ng dalawang ingratang ito kung hindi ako magsasalita.

"What the fuck!? Roshan naman!" sigaw ni Kelly nang sabihin kong may asawa ito.

"Well I didn't know at first. We make out already and hindi niya naman nabanggit? He had a chance pero late na, I was so into it kaya hindi ko na napigilan." paliwanag ko.

I know what I did was wrong, no buts.

"Sa susunod Roshan magtanong ka muna if they're single or not. You'll ruin someone's family dahil sa ginagawa mo. Ilugar mo ang kalandian mo!" sigaw sa akin ni Kelly bago siya lumabas ng kwarto.

Shit! I forgot. Her father left them for another woman. How can I be so insensitive?!

"Kelly was right. You're at fault pero mali pa rin yung lalaki. He didn't tell you agad, he's the one committed. Next time, mas mag-ingat ka." dagdag ni Beatrice.

"Yes, I'm really sorry. Sundan ko lang si Kelly to apologize."

"Wag na, later na lang sa class. Okay na rin siguro yun mamaya, mag-papalamig lang yun sa labas." tumango naman ako sa sinabi ni Beatrice. She's right, she needs space.

And now, I felt bad. Ano ba naman ito!?

Sa ibang tao siguro, I seems so ruthless and probably heatless? And maybe I am. But when it comes to my friends whom I treated as my family, I am more gullible and vulnerable. I am easily bothered tuwing may hindi pagkakaunawaan. Ayokong nag-aaway kami, I'm prideful pero pagdating sa kanila, I'm the one who's always willing to fix things first.

This is because at a young age, I didn't really feel the love of my family. I was caged in our house, kaya ngayong college ako, I tried to live as free as possible. I want to do things I've never done before.

Pero I don't wanna ruin someone's marriage nor family. I am so wrong in that part. I am aware of the fact that I am one lustful bitch, pero hindi ko kayang makasira ng pamilya. I don't wanna be like the mistress of Kelly's father, I don't wanna traumatize their kids.

Yes, I want to be loved. That's all I've ever wanted. I've never felt that before, never once from my own family. Having and being with men made me feel love and worthy. I felt that in a short span of time, I can bring happiness to people, kahit kapalit pa noon ay ang katawan ko.

This sucks! I'll stop partying for a while.