Taming Wild Roses [Chasing Liberty Series #1]

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"Kelly!" patuloy na tawag ko sa kanya habang tumakbo pababa sa hagdan. Matagal pa kasi kung mag-elevator ako.

Sana mabutan ko siya sa baba.

I was quickly running, never minding the child I was carrying inside.

Nang mamataan ko siya sa ibaba ay agad ko muli siyang tinawag. "Kelly! Wait, please."

Hinila ko ang palapulsuhan niya kaya't napatigil siya.

She looked at me. She is crying, and I am too.

"Kelly, let's talk please." pakiusap ko.

"Roshan bitaw." matigas niyang ani.

"No, Kelly please. I can explain...I-"

"Save your fucking excuses Roshan! I don't need it. Let me go." iniwaksi niya ang aking kamay at akmang tatalikod sa akin, ngunit iniharap ko uli siya.

"I didn't know his your.."

"Ha! You didn't know? Another excuse Roshan! Bitawan mo ako."

"Kelly please listen to me." halos lumuhod na ako sa pagmamakaawa sa kanya.

"Trust me, hindi ko alam na siya yung Doc A na sinasabi mo. When I was on the bar, hindi naman siya nagpakilala. I really don't know him until now." I begged.

"Ang landi landi mo kasi! Kung kani-kanino ka pumapatol. And what are these consequences? You're pregnant and your parents fucking throw you out! At ngayon, really si Aiden pa?" sigaw niyang nagpagulat sa akin. She's really angry.

"Sabi mo...sabi mo hindi mo na siya crush." iyak ko.

"Fuck naman Roshan! Lagi mong sinasabi na you don't fucking believe me. Well totoo nga. Will I go this far kung hindi ko siya gusto? Will I visit him everyday kung wala lang?"

"Tangina naman! Sabi ko na nga ba eh. The moment you mentioned Aiden as the father of your child nanghinala na ako. But that fucking rose up when I saw you in the hospital that day. I was fucking thinking of that every second, I was hoping na sana hindi totoo, sana hindi ang bestfriend ko. I followed him today after his work, I am desperate for answers. At ngayon, I fucking confirm it. " sigaw niya habang humahagulgol.

"I didn't know Kelly, you never mentioned his name. Hindi mo ipinapakita yung picture niya. I honestly didn't know babes."

"Pano ko ipapakita eh wala nga rin ako? He's a fucking private person at galing ng ibang bansa! And how is it my fault now? It is your fault dahil napakalandi mo!" asik niya.

It hurts that the person whom you trust the most is throwing bashful lines at you. Pero okay lang, tatanggapin ko kasi totoo naman. She can hurt me with words, basta ba ay hindi niya ako iiwan. Basta ba walang magbabago sa amin.

"Kelly please..." I held her hand.

"Let me go Roshan. I don't wanna see you." akmang aalis muli siya ngunit hinarang ko. I spread both of my arms para hindi niya ako iwan.

"What do I do? Hindi ko rin alam Kelly. Tell me, ano bang gagawin ko? Should I abort this child, para wala na kaming connection? Should I leave him here? What should I do?" I desperately begged at her mercy.

"Just go upstairs and fucking let go of me." nagmadali siyang nagmartsa paalis habang ako naman ay naiwang mag-isa sa labas.

Umiiyak ako habang umaakyat sa aming unit.

So it's true after all, si Aiden ko at Aiden niya ay iisa.

What do I do now?

I can't lose my bestfriend over a guy who I barely know. Hindi ko hahayaang magsira kami dahil lang sa pesteng kasalanang ito.