When I opened my eyes , I saw my papa standing beside me, "papa your alive", i said while examine him. But he doesn't say anything , just simply staring at me ,so Papa your..I just hesitate , he just nodded his head. papa please stay with me , I doesn't want anyone , I want only you papa don't leave me .i cried heavily in his feet .Get up my child , I know it's very hard thing for you , but you have to accept this Darling, now I'm going far away my child , But don't worry ,I'm always with you , blessings you always , this is not your time to be here, go back Princess , I must say you'll be happy he said with the tears .
No papa , i couldn't, i don't want to go there, i want to be with you but sudden light comes and my mama appears ,she smiled at me an take my papa handand intertwined both are happy with the joy don't worry we always with you, when i above to touch them , some force pulled me back , i open my eyes , they all are standing near in me , saw me with the concern. " Are you ok , my child ", aunt wisphered to me .I just nodded . "aunt , papa is no more ", i cried heavily , she just pacify me . And soon Rose enters and run to me an hugged tightly and cried hardly.
Everything went blur , soon they did the last rituals for them in my country side , sky are deep black as my heart too , they buried my papa in ground an more over , so away from me without my consent , every one kept a flower for them . He promised me like , after he dies , buried his body near To my Mama tomb , as the same , I did . I kept your promise and done but your promises is still undone Papa , your leaves me so soon , i couldn't bear it . I fell to his burial tomb , an cried hardly soon rain is started to pour .i drenched fully , every one leaves only me and him is standing , Anna come we should leave , he said to me .I just looks into his with the full of tears .No , I can't , i wouldn't come to you away from my papa.
" No no ...", I will not come with you , i said literally , he just grab me , i couldn't even walk , I lost my energy today, I took me in a bridal style , settle me in the car . I couldn't find any word , I just cried all through my travelling , I'm just tired as hell. I finally came the house , an slept in my bed , throughout the day . Some time , aunt ask me to had food , but I just denied , even i didn't see him throughout the day . I just couldn't able to rectify my things , I just loss my feelings , i fell my world drowning in one side , i pray for the god just dig me in this ground , but I couldn't .now I'm orphanage , know one with me . I'm just feeling so lonely . I need my family back , my papa back . Everything is my mistake. If i doesn't wish to study here , my papa will alive today , for me only , he went away from me .now it's damn , i couldn't all is my fault , my one only fault . I just shout literally , the walls are echoed back .soon i just heard heavy footsteps , saw every one in my room , soon aunt ran into me an hugged me tightly . I just cried in her embrace, aunt now I don't have a any one , now I'm orphan aunty .
Shhhh.... don't worry everything is alright , she said to me . I realised rose, aunt where is rose , i asked to her , she went to her grandma house , suddenly her grandma got heart attack , for the Peter is no more , so she went for treatment , she said to me . I just realised even , she doesn't have a family unless her grandma .Days went blur so soon . Louis arrange me a home tutor , because of my safety issues , so I'm staying indoors.
I know I didn't have the perfect life, I wasn't planning to have the perfect life, but at least I had my freedom. And instead of fighting for myself, I slept in the same bed as him, I even let him kiss me. My first kiss has been taken away from me. God, I'm so pathetic. Am I really that desperate for affection? The moment someone sweet talks me, I become putty in their hands. Am I really that weak? That messed up? That stupid?I put my palms on my face as I intoxicate myself with thoughts, sitting on the ottoman. My mind wanders off to that day, where he layed me on the bed and covered me with kisses. Why would he do that? What would he get out of it? Why me?.
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Romance"I love you so much, darling. But you need to learn that you won't be going anywhere. You're mine." With that being said, his other hand slides down to my waist "Your entire body, your mind, your soul,All mine.ONLY MINE." All I could do was tremble...
