"Come here." He invited me into his bed and I was more than willing to accept. I was devastated and tired and I needed his comfort now more than ever. He hugged me to his chest and his fingers tangled into my hair. Jin's embrace was like coming home to the same comfortable bed you had longed for all day. It was the only place I felt safe.
"Thank you Jin." I murmured.
"Don't thank me for caring Lix. I'd do it whether you wanted me to or not." He pressed his lips to my forehead, and his warm breath spread over my face.
"Are you gonna talk to me?" I asked quietly. As much as I didn't want to address the raging elephant in the room, I knew we had to. My hands gently run up and down his spine, tracing patterns across his perfect skin.
"Not about that." He murmured.
"But Jin, I wanna explain." I said. He sighed and rubbed his beautiful, exhausted face.
"What is there to explain Lix? It's not your fault. So you don't need to apologise. Don't you ever apologise for anything that's out of your control." He placed his hands on my cheeks and pouted his lips, in the cutest way, requesting a kiss. I pressed my lips to his softly and stared into his eyes.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you Jin. It was, it is, something I don't really wanna think about." I whispered quietly against his mouth. His tongue gently touched my lips, sending a tingle racing down my spine.
"I know Angel, and I'm here if you ever do need to talk, but I'm not gonna force you. I know you don't see Min in that way, so what is there for me to be angry about?" He asked.
"Jin, I need to..." I stopped and inhaled deeply. "I love you." Those words had never left my mouth about him, but I meant them. "The thought of losing you is unbearable to me. You're my world and I mean it, I love you. I am so in love with you I want to scream it from the rooftops." I stated. The most beautiful bright smile spread across his face, and his cute dimples were deep set in his cheeks, like someone had painted the happiest expression they could on his face.
"I love you too Felix. I have from the moment I met you." He said as his fingertips trailed from my cheek down to my neck. His thumb settled over my throat and he caressed my skin gently.
"How? I was such a mess when you met me." I stated, puzzled at this new peice of information.
"You're still a hot mess now. What's this 'was' business?" He smirked and I shoved him.
"Fuck you Jin!" I said with the first smile I had been blessed with all day.
"Be my guest." He winked and I bit my lip slightly. It had been a few weeks since I had last felt him, and for some reason, I was in the mood tonight. I inched my face closer to his, until my lips were barely grazing his. I stared into his eyes and watched as he panicked slightly. Unsure of what I was about to say.
"Is that a genuine invitation Mr Hyunjin, or are you gonna back out?" I asked flirtatiously. He lifted his head and I felt his soft lips graze my cheek as he moved towards my ear.
"When isn't it?" He whispered seductively. I shoved him down and climbed on top of him quickly. His arms wrapped around me and he pulled my body down onto his. Our lips met, and it was pure magic. Every positive feeling that Hyunjin made me feel flooded my body. I was positively giddy.
"Lix, hang on. I came prepared this time." He slowly reached over to his nightstand and grabbed a bottle of lube out of the drawer. I pressed my lips to his neck and sucked on his sweet skin. He gasped and his hand found my hair. He gripped it tightly and moaned into my ear.
"God I've missed you Lix." He said quietly. I hadn't thought about how distant I had been recently and I was hurt that Hyunjin had got caught up in this mess. He didn't deserve it.

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Oddinary// Hyunlix & Minsung FF// Editing
FanfictionFelix and Han broke down as their Mother cried. Their Father was actually gone. Both had thought it was some cruel joke she was playing. "What do we do now?" Han asked in the darkness to his brother. Felix didn't have the words. "Survive." It was th...