Unlovable

Chapter 22

JACKSONS POV:

Ellie climbs on top of my lap and starts kissing me.

I place my hands on her back, right above her ass and squeeze her softly. I can't control myself with her when she's like this.

I pick her up and she wraps her legs around my back.

I carry her to the bed and softly place her down.

"Do you want this?" I ask her.

"Yes.. I'm ready"

I start kissing her neck and biting her earlobes.

She begins taking her shirt off and her pants.

She grabs me by my shoulders and pulls me to her and begins making out with me.

Her tongue slips into my mouth and I instantly get hard. I reach my hand in between her legs, and she lets out a moan into my mouth.

"Fuck" I say biting my lip.

She reaches her hand down and grabs me and starts stroking me in her hand.

"Ellie" I say trying to catch my breath.

She rolls me off of her and gets on top.

I reach over to my drawer, and I grab a condom and slip it on.

She reaches down and slowly slips it in and I grab her hips and squeeze.

She begins moving in sinful ways.

I pull my hand back and smack her ass and she lets out a loud moan as she grinds on top of me.

I flip her over and take control.

"Jackson" she moans out as she scratches my back.

I slip my arm behind her back and lift her up a little off the bed and slip all way in her and she moans loudly.

"Fuck Ellie" I say stroking in and out of her.

"Faster" she moans out.

I go in and out faster and I feel myself about to lose it.

"Ellie.. I'm close" I moan in her ear.

She grabs a hand full of my hair and pulls my head to suck on my neck.

I instantly lose it and my body relaxes on top of hers.

We're both breathing heavy as she strokes my hair.

"Let's take a shower she says" and kisses my forehead.

I get up and discard of the condom and start the shower for us.

We both hop in and clean ourselves and get ready for the day.

"So... how was I" she says shyly.

"Perfect" I say and wrap her up in my arms.

"A-are you going to leave me now?" She asks.

I give her a confused look and push her hair back behind her ear.

"Why would I leave you? I didn't just want sex"

"Most people just want to have sex though" she says looking down in worry.

I lift her head to look at me and give her a passionate kiss.

"I may be a shitty person but I'm not that bad" I say.

"You're not a bad person" she says staring at me.

Those beautiful blue eyes staring at me makes the world stop spinning. She's making me feel things that I never thought I could. Maybe she can change me. Maybe I can even love her.

I begin kissing her more passionately than I've ever kissed anyone in my life. I could kiss this girl forever.

What is wrong with me? What it this feeling that's brewing in me. I've never felt it before. What is she doing to me? Do I love her?

Holy shit.... I think I love this girl.

I back away from her a little and she gives me a confused look.

I just take her all in. All of her beauty, her kindness, her innocence, and I come to my conclusion.

I fucking love this girl.

"Ellie. I-..."

"What's wrong?" She asks walking towards me and cupping my cheek with a curious stare.

I've never said this to anyone. How do I do this?