vic fuentes is addicted to a little pale drug with raven black hair, kellin quinn. The unfortunate thing is; kellin hates him. Shoved by shoulders, scoffed at, completely dismissed, all that and vic cant help but love him. a slight obsession goes a...
kellin rests peacefully in my bed. hes been that way for hours.
i havent been able to sleep.
ive just been counting all my stored up bottles of codeine over and over again. something just doesnt seem right.
i swore i got 60 bottles but everytime i count i get a different number.. i might just be going mad.. BUT THATS PREPOSTEROUS!!!
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i knock over every single bottle in a fit of rage!
I NEED MY KELLIN!!
I run up the stairs as fast as i can and bust into the room.
i shake him awake in fear of what id do in my lonesome.
"AHHH YES!!!??" he yelled, sitting up
i quickly apologized for waking him, and let him know why i did it.
he seemed really understanding of my anger. he then shared how he would do the same.
"we can go to Ronnie's in the morning, check with him." kellin yawned
i kissed him on the forehead, and wiped a bit of water from his eyes. ever since he kissed me i havent been able to get enough. we haven't kissed on the lips again, but ive been kissing him on the face as much as he would let me.
"I dont know what i would do without you," i admitted.
kellin looked a bit shocked, but he scooted closer to me anyway.
I continued, "ever since i met you my days have been blessed, YOURE MY BLESSING KELLIN!!! and i know ive hurt you.." i started singing to him, "I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU! I ONLY MEANT TO DO THIS TO MYSELF!!!!"
Kellin broke down into sobs, coating my shoulder in tears and snot. i rub his back, but he suddenly pulls away.
"I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!!!!" his body shakes as he speaks through sobs
"you dont need to do anything!! ill make sure of that!! JUST RELY ON ME!!! IM ALL YOULL EVER NEED,"
he doesnt respond, just keeps crying.
i grab him by his shoulders and shush him. he looks into my eyes, but keeps lightly crying.
I softly sing, "i bet you never had a night like this... dont ever fall for someone else."
his sobs pick up again, this time even harder.
I need to help him but I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!
his breathing is rapid and choppy! im getting kinda worried..!!
"KELLIN!! YOU'RE FREAKING ME OUT!!!!"
kellin shuffles away from me and hides his face with a pillow.
