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vic traces shapes on my arm as i slowly drift off into sleep

"hey kellin?" he whispers

"yea babe?"

"you know i love you right?"

hes doing this again? what a dork!!

"of course vic,"

"you know i would never do anything to hurt you right?"

"duh!"

he pushed himself off my chest and hovered over me, supporting himself with his arms.

"Then why!" his mood changed in the blink of an eye.

"why what??!"

"Why were you looking through MY SHIT!!??" he yelled through gritted teeth

"I- i wasnt!" i try my best to lie but he wasnt taking it.

"Oh really!!??"

"Yes really!"

he sat up, grabbed my arm, and pulled me out of bed.

"THEN TELL ME KELLIN," he screams in my face, "TELL ME WHY I COME HOME TO SEE THE CONTENTS OF THAT DRAWER ALL OVER THE ROOM!!!!???!!!!?!!!"

he pushes me into the desk, my face slams into the edge with a hard thud.

"i- I..i" i touch my nose, its dripping blood.

"SAVE IT!" he forces me to turn around, but when he sees the blood he gasped.

red liquid soaks in between the fibers of the wooden floor. my pink shirt now stained red.

"Kellin... im so sorry," he softly touches my face, stroking the affected area.

i look down, i cant look him in the eye. I lied to him. to his face. i told him i would never lie to him.. i told him i loved him.. but theres no way he could forgive me now! ive ruined everything!!!

"IM SO SORRY VIC!!!!" i start to wail, "IM SO SORRY FOR LYING TO YOU!! ITS JUST THAT JUSTIN SAID HE'D CLEAN IT AND I MUSTVE FALLEN ASLEEP CUS WHEN I WOKE UP IT WAS ALL CLEAN AND I THOUGHT YOU DIDNT SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!"

vic brushes his hand in my hair while i cried. once i finally calmed down a bit, still sniffling, he grabbed an old shirt and used it to soak up the blood.

he takes such good care of me... and all i am is a burden.

"hey hey, stop that crying. i dont want to hear it anymore," he soothes

i meekly nod my head.

"kellin?" he coos

"mhm?"

"justin was never here.."

"w-what?" i choke on the blood running down my throat

"he was never here."

once i finish coughing i say, "yes he was! he was standing right here!"

"no he wasnt.." he looks at me with concern written all over his face, "now come on, its late,"

vic gets in the bed, but I'm left, bloody on the floor, to think.

is he being for real? he was never here? wait! the security camera! if he would just look he would see Justin coming in and out!! but i cant say that... he would find out i looked through his phone.. im in enough trouble as is..

feeling defeated, i pick myself off the floor and crawl beside Vic. despite all the yelling and fighting im glad im with him, hes always there for me.

i snuggle into his side, hiding my face from the world. he wraps his arm around me, pulling me even closer. i wish it was always like this.

after a few minutes of listening to his heart beat, it starts to pick up.

"what.. did you see..." vic asks, he seems nervous.

do i tell the truth? that what i saw horrified me. that i saw his secrets and his fears. that i saw everything..

i.... i cant lie to him.

"....everything......."

"everything?.."

"yeah.." i squeak, "im sorry,"

he takes a few seconds to respond, "its.. ok. we can work through anything... as long as you're totally and completely honest with me from this point on."

"I promise.."

"yeah?"

"yeah."

"great!" he gives me one last kiss on the forehead before he swiftly falls asleep.

i follow suit soon after.

A/N
um this chapter gave me so much anxiety lol... what about you? are you scared!!?

this is a continuation of last chapter btw, its the same night n stuff but different date cus its past 12.. anyway i hope kellin gets help!

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