"Hello?"
"Ems, is that you? Where are you right now?"
She was sobbing.
"I'm at my apartment. Are you okay?"
Silence.
"Xana? Are you there? Do you need help?"
"It's Andy..."
I don't think I had ever driven that fast. I grabbed River and immediately went when Xana said Andy's name. I didn't know what happened, but I knew it couldn't have been good.
We arrived at the hospital in minutes. I spotted Xana and ran to her.
"Xana, darling" was all I said. She fell into my arms sobbing.
"They won't let me in. Ems, they won't let me see him" she said between cries.
All I did was hold her. I couldn't feel my body, but I wasn't about to make it about me. This was about Andy.
We all sat together and cried, just waiting for what they were going to tell us.
A few hours went by before anyone came to talk to us. I held Xana again. When she went into the room, I walked over to the phone. I had to tell Chris. I thought about how he was going to react. How his face would fall and his bottom lip would quiver.
I shook the thought out of my head. I couldn't not tell him.
"Hello?"
"Chris?"
"M&M! How are you?"
I ignored the question.
"What are you doing right now?" I asked.
"About to go eat with the guys. Finally got some time to ourselves."
"That's nice. Um, can you sit down for me?" I asked. I didn't want him to collapse. I really didn't know if he would or not.
"I'm sitting. What's wrong?"
"Chris, you need to come home. It's Andy."
I waited a moment for him to respond. I didn't know what I expected him to say, but I was worried about him.
"I'll be home tomorrow."
The tone of the phone was all I heard after that. I hung up the phone and walked outside of the hospital. I really needed a cigarette.
March 19 came and left, but the hurt forever stayed.
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