Chapter 8: Recovery

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(Justin's Point Of View)
I actually enjoyed Selena's company, last night having sex with her. was able to take my mind off of the whole situation with Ariana and Nathan. I needed someone and Selena was there, Memories of last night started to come to mind, Selena's leg shaking as she came onto my dick. Her digging her nails, into my back as I pounded into her. Now thinking back on it, I regret doing that. because Ariana was on my mind the whole time while I was fucking Selena. even as I came into the condom, I screamed out Ariana's name. and I'm glad Selena was in that feel good sedated state. and didn't hear me yell her name. I knew Ariana had a lot of thinking to do to between choosing Nathan and Me, believe it or not. I was terribly scared of her decision. I know that I hurt her, and that I keep on doing it. and that's one of the reason's why I'm scared. because she's gonna go off and pick that douche. I love Ariana. She's everything to me, She made me feel normal again, She made me want to change my old ways. But it seems that as soon as I think I'm changing from the old Justin. he slips back in trying to bring me down. bring me back to my old ways, and I'm scared really scared that I might, end up losing my chance with Ariana. for good. and I can't let that happen, I love her too much to lose her. I decided to take my mind off the issue the way I know best.

Music.

I walked into my music room. sat down in front of my piano, before I started to play the piano. I lifted up the key cover took a deep breath before placing my fingers on the keys and started to sing.

🎤First I'll acknowledge
Your trust has been broken now
A successful recovery
I pray for us at night🎤

🎤Blessed me with a second chance
Never thought I'd see your face
again, Learned a lot through trial and error
Tryna make it right.🎤

🎤Make it right
Make it right
Make it right 🎤

🎤It's time to do ya right
Woooooooah woah,
wooooooooah🎤

🎤Missin' ya good intentions
Missin' ya from a distance
Hope ya did the same🎤

🎤I know that I caused a problem
I know that I left you livid
Pushed you far away🎤

🎤Learned it don't play to lie
Costs more to see you cry
Sayin' nothing gets you nowhere
fast
I'mma hold it back inside🎤

🎤Well now that I'm back around
ya
Nothing else really matters
Hope ya feel the same🎤

🎤First I'll acknowledge
Your trust has been broken now
A successful recovery
I pray for us at night🎤

🎤Blessed me with a second chance
Never thought I'd see your face
again, Learned a lot through trial and error
Tryna make it right.🎤

🎤Make it right
Make it right
Make it right🎤

🎤It's time to do ya right
Woooooooah woah,
wooooooooah🎤

🎤Goin' through all the motions
Tryna find a reason
Why we ended that way🎤

🎤Nothin' in life is perfect
When you're changing like the like seasons
That's what they used to say🎤

🎤Cause goin' to sleep alone at night
I don't wanna close my eyes
Wanna give you all I have to give
No more holdin' back this time🎤

🎤Now that I'm back around ya
Nothin' around me matters
Hope ya feel the same🎤

🎤First I'll acknowledge
Your trust has been broken now
A successful recovery
I pray for us at night🎤

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