I'm A Secret

RESTART

Hey,

Gaano mo na katagal tinatago yang nararamdaman mo para sa kanya?

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Huy nagtatanong ako.

Yeah You. Wag kanang lumingon, ikaw lang naman masochist dyan dahil na in love sa taong hindi ka naman gusto. Hindi kaba aamin? As in never?

But it's okay, I understand you. Mahirap sumugal sa bagay na hindi tayo sigurado or sigurado nga tayo kaya ayaw nating sumugal. Lalo na kung malaki ang mawawala. It's hard to risk it all.

Anyway, I just asked since I'm the same. I'm hopelessly in love with this moronic woman. She's gay by the way. She's smart but ugh let's just call her Moron.

I've been in love with her for years and she's a fu***** dense to not even notice it. I'm just a little sister to her. A rebel child who needs a guardian. Ugh stupid moron.

I don't need to ask if it's hard. Coz I effing know how hard it is. To hide our feelings because we're scared. To hide our sadness when they're happy with someone else. To hide our jealousy when we're seeing how happy they are together. To fake our smiles when they're talking about their love one.

Unrequited Love. . .

7.9 billions people around the world. And I fell in love with someone who's in love with someone else. I wish I'm that someone.

There's one thing I'm proud of. Her smiles makes me smile. Her laugh makes me laugh. And I'm happy when she's really happy.

But you know what? Sometimes, we just say 'As long as you're happy, I'm already happy'. Deep inside, we're still hoping to be their Happiness.

But of course, we can't do anything about it. We can't force things to happen. We can't force them to love us back.

So I'll just do anything for that happiness of her, which is obviously not me. Why?

Pfft Because I love that Moron.

She's a moron. But she's my moron. Make sense?

I'm in love with Echo but don't tell it to her. Why? Pfft well, simply because. . . .

She's My Secret

Or nah? •.~

Pfft hahahaha stupid self.

Ah yeah, before anything else. My name is Pandora Alexander Perez. I want to remove the Alexander but. . . Fu** it! It's still part of me, so yeah. Hmm Age?

I'm young of course.

Pfft hahahahah but not anymore I think? It's because to her, I'm always young. Speaking of. I'm hungry.

-_-

*Bogsh!

"Yah! Hindi kaba titigil kaka emote mo dyan? Magluluto ka or ikaw lulutuin ko?" Sigaw ko dahil kanina pa siya tulala

"Aww. Gustong gusto mo talaga akong kain-- Ito na!" Babatuhin ko na sana siya ng isa pang tsinelas pfft. Cute.

So want to read my painful yet so beautiful love story?

Did I just say that? Sounds familiar.

Dejavu?

Let's start my story when I'm 16 years old

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Pandora's POV

"Pan! Can we just talk for a seconds!" Argh. Fu***** exhausting. Hindi ko siya pinansin at nag tuloy tuloy lang ako papuntang CR.