Lust Actually

Chapter 8

A/N.... Siguro magtataka kayo kung bakit sa POV ni Gin ay taglish and then kay Ashton ay English. Well, simple things are beyond this simple explanation. I am just practicing my english and trying to keep it on track. But if you guys, found some corrections on my grammars., please free to correct me. I'll embrace it. Thank you.

Gin's POV

Oh God, Oh God... My mind don't want to cooperate with me. My will power has surrendered. Shit! My protest was only consumed by his lips nang sakupin nya ng buong buo yung bibig ko. I pushed him but I don't know if i was really pushing him hard. My heart is deceiving me. I started to kiss him back because I really can't help it. I really really missed this lips and I missed his manly scent. I felt his hand pulling my skirt up and tracing the lace of my underwear. I wanted to protest there but my mind can't seem to find its way out of this situation. Oh God, sorry po batukan nyo na lang po ako after this but I want him. Naging easy girl ako nung unang pagkikita namin and hindi na siguro masama na maging ganun ulit ako ngayong araw. Ngayon lang naman, gago kasi tong lalaking to eh, he totally broke the walls I've put around me. I suddenly felt stiffened nang sinabi nyang I have to stop him dahil hindi nya kayang angkinin ako sa mismong opisina nya. And God knows, how I bit my lips so really hard that Im praying na sana bumuka na yung kinatatayuan ako at lamunin na lang ako sa sobrang hiya ko. Shit! I'm a pervert now all because of this jerk! It took me awhile before I could speak in a composed voice.

If he thinks na mangyayari ulit ang ganito, i'll make sure he'll think twice. Is it? Mapanuya kong sabi sa sarili ko.

He just laughed at me when I told him that this will be the last. Teka, last nga ba? Haiissttt! Nakakainis sya..! Kung sakali man na merong mangyayari ulit sa amin, I'll totally embrace my stupidity na lang after all., it's just a sex. He needed it and I guess I needed i too. I exited dramatically from his office while he's like devil trying to laugh his ass loud. If you think you'll win this, hah! I don't think so Lorenzo... On the other hand, I might enjoy torturing your beautiful ass, you jerk! I smirk on the idea forming in my smart thoughts and saktong lumabas din sya ng office nya rushing. Oh well, a totally pervert man I've ever met.

"Hmmm excuse me? Izygn landed to the face of the earth? Are you still here?" napalingon ako bigla sa direksyon ni Janice.

"Ah.. y-yes, yes Im here Jan. I-I'm just in a deep thoughts. S-Sorry. Is there something you want me to do?" I said stammering...

"Wala naman. On a second thought, i wanted to ask you something. What happened behind that door? You two were in there and God knows how long. Im really curious.. Care to tell me? Don't worry no one's noticing that you're in there with the boss, well, except me I guess. Hmmm?" she's teasing me.

I suddenly blushed. Shit! Napansin nya kayang namumula yung labi ko or nagusot yung skirt ko? Or kahina hinala ba yung kilos ko? I didn't do anything obvious naman ah.

"Ahm.. you're just thinking too much. We only talked about ah--"

"About what? Be speicific Gin", she snapped. She's been so impatient.

"About the trip in Tagaytay this weekend? You know it right? Im sure you do.. He said, you already decline to come with him because you're going to be busy on those days. And in your absence, I'll take place. I also want to decline, but he suddenly ki--" aw shit!

"He suddenly -- you what?? Oh Im becoming more and more curious Gin.. Hahaha I will surely enjoy this!" she gaze at me amused.

"Hey! What Im trying to say is that he suddenly snapped at me and scolded me. And you know Its a business meeting and nothing personal. I just fill you in." yeah, that's it. Good job Gin. Hehe

"Ohhhh... is that so? Huh? Alright then," she just said but still not looking convince eh.

I just nod and poke myself after Janice's disappearance. Nakatuon na ang buong sistema ko sa trabaho ko when my phone rings. I checked the caller... and its my Nanay! I looked at my wristwatch and good thing its already lunch break. I saw Janice waved her hand telling me to follow her to the canteen. I just nod again after I accept the call.

"Hello Nay! I missed you so much and so is Tatay and the three crazy ladies back there... " salubong ko sa kanya.

"Hay naku, sigurado ka bang namimiss mo kami? Kung hindi pa ako tumawag sayo baka nga hindi ka pa rin namin makausap. Ano na ba ang nangyayari dya sayo sa Manila hija? Your tatay and I are so worried. Ang nakausap ko lang kanina eh si Jenny ang sabi nasa opisina ka pa daw at baka daw pwede kang matawagan pag lunchbreak na. Ikaw ba'y kumain na?" litanya nya.. hayyy ang nanay talaga...

"Hindi pa po, kakain pa lang po.Sorry Nay, masyado ko lang po talaga sigurong sineryoso yung trabaho ko ngayon. Alam mo na kailangan talagang hindi masabihan na hindi ka effective sa work di ba? At saka I'm doing good naman po. Didn't Jenny said that?" paliwanag ko.. Matampuhin pa naman tong mga tao sa bahay lalo na yung nanay. She's jus too sweet and caring.. Kaya nga mahal na mahal namin sya including tatay of course.

"Hindi nya nasabi except you're having a bad day today dahil daw sinorpresa ka nya at nagpahatid ka pa daw sa kanya sa trabaho dahil malilate ka na. Why don't you use your car hija? Gusto mo ba ipadala ko dyan kay Sebio para may magamit ka? Nakatambay lang naman yung sasakyan mo dito. Ayaw naman gamitin ng mga kapatid mo dahil baka masigawan mo daw sila. Mas mahal mo pa daw yata yung kotse mo kesa sa kanila hahaha." kwento nya... pag si nanay talaga kausap ko parang hindi sya nauubusan ng sasabihin lalo na't malayo pa ako.

"Wag na po Nay. Ako na lang ang kukuha dyan pag my time ako. Talaga tong si Jen, kinuwento pa nya sayo yan? Palayasin ko kaya sya sa bahay ko... At pakisabihan na lang po pala Nay yung tatlong yun pwede naman nila gamitin yung kotse ko pero dapat hindi gagamitin sa kalokohan ha?"... sabi ko habang inaayos ko yung table ko,nagugutom na ako.

"Oh sya sya... Sige pagsabihan ko sila.. Sige 'nak, mag-iingat ka dyan ha? Bayaan mo pag nakaluwag luwag kami ng tatay mo, bibisitahin ka namin. Alam mo namang medyo busy pa kami sa negosyo natin dito. At syempre yung mga bar mo rin dito kailangan ko din tingnan tingnan. Kumain ka nang marami ha, para hindi ka magkasakit." .. si nanay talaga basta pagdating sa negosyo nila masyadong hands on. Thanks God, sinama na nilang asikasuhin pati yung 3 branch ng bar ko.

"Opo Nay, don't worry.. Im fine.. Sige po pupunta na po ako ng canteen. Kayo din po mag-iingat kayo lage.. Miss na miss ko na din kayo.. " maluha luha ko pang sabi.

"Oh sige na hija. Take care and we all miss you here too.. Love u 'nak. Bye", paalam nya.

"Sige po Nay, love u too...", then she hang up. Bigla tuloy akong nalungkot. Hearing my Nanay's voice makes me young again. I suddenly miss her embrace when Im lonely like this. Nasa ganung pag aayos ako ng biglang bumukas yung elevator at niluwa nito yung lalaking nangugulo sa sistema ko. But I have to act like a professional one. I just stared at him once and immediately step inside the elevator before he could grab my hand. I saw him winced a little . I don't care I just wanted to be away from him kahit ilang saglit lang. I have to put some distance kasi pag pinayagan kong mahawakan nya ulit ako hindi ko na makakayanan at baka bibigay na talaga ako. Lecheng kalandian kasi to! Pagkabukas ng elevator sa 11th floor ay hinanap na kaagad ng mga mata ko sila Janice. Sabi nya kasi may kasama kaming ka-lunch ngayon. Kaibigan daw nya sa kabilang building.