All Grown Up

Be Grateful

Ashlen Pov
"Bruh If Yo Momma Was Still Alive I Would most definitely leave you,for her."Trey Said As He Looked At My Screensaver.I Laughed And Said"You Gotta Get Through My Dad First,He Don't Play bout My Momma But If She Wasn't My Momma She Would Be The Reason I Turned Into a lesbian ." Trey Laughed And Said"No Wonder you so da** fine baby."He Then Pulled Me In from Behind And Kissed My cheek and neck."But anyways tomorrow were going to visit my mommy,Me,You,London,My dad,My brother and sister." I said.Trey chuckled and said"Why val not coming?" I then look back him and said"Cause she knows her place and where she stands dafuq" He then laughed and said"Alrighty then." I then looked back at the picture and said "I miss her a lot.She was my only girl bestfriend "

"Happy mothers day" Trey woke me up saying.As I rubbed my eyes and yawned I said"I'm not even a mother though." Trey then said"Well anytime soon you'll be because I took the condom off when we switched positions." My eyes grew big when he said that has my jaw dropped.I pushed him off and said"You deadd lying" He laughed and said"Yea i was dead lying,but you are my future baby's mother.So why not tell you happy mothers day?" I Then said"I guess so." So since Today is mothers day,Trey And I went to my moms old church in North Carolina with my family.Service was good.It was Sorta sad Cause Seeing Everyone with their mommas,Their momma mommas,and their momma momma mommas had me missing my mom.Looking at the little girl sleep in her moms lap reminded me how my mom would let me sleep in her lap during church service and she would bother me while I slept every once in a while.I just desperately needed my momma.So unbelievably I Rested my head on Val Shoulders .It shocked her at first.You could tell she was happy.She then wrapped her arms around me.Service was actually good As we were exiting the church my god dad said to me"*chuckles*I guess you and Val cool."I looked at him,Laughed,and said"Noo Nigga,she better not get too comfy cause I just needed motherly love at the moment" We both then laughed.Daddy then dropped val off at a hotel. Then we all went to my Grandma Meary's house.Once we saw her I could tell she was crying.She started crying more when she saw us.She gave us all a hug.When She hugged me she said"You grown into a beautiful woman just like your mom,I see her all in you."She then hugged me tightly. Once I got out her hug I said"Ha she says she sees mom all in me ." Ansley rolled her eyes and As Aiden Handed Ava Marie to Granny he Said"no one gives a fu- *granny looks at him*fudge." Granny then said"Wait a min who is this fine young man." As my goddaddy carried my Godsister,Royalty he said"you already no who I am Ms.Meary" Everyone then laughed and said"Oh Granny this is my boyfriend Trey."I said  My Granny's Eyes grew big and said"You finally got a boyfriend."I sighed and said"Yesss Granny" "Young man I don't bite everyone knows I love hugs." My granny said.Trey Then Gave her A hug and said"Hello Ms.Meary,at first I didn't know you were their granny I thought you were like their mom's sister " My Dad,Goddad,and Brother said in unison"Pssht thats a classic." My Granny then said"I Like him,He's A keeper."My uncle and older cousin then came.We then All went to the graveyard,where my mom and papa rested.As We all stood around where she rested and Said Our" If you were still here's" My granny went. First.As she cried she said"If you were still here I would hug you so tight and tell you how much I love.Also I would Just listen to you as you go on and on talking bout how you love August and kids so much and all the little things they do that make you happy."We all then smiled lightly as she let go of her green balloon.Then it was my uncles turn "If you were still alive I would still be babying you and bossing you around Like I have always been.We would still be arguing about who the golden child is and play fighting.i would still be hard on you and treat you like a brother I should have had.I just hate that the last conversation we had,I cussed you out cause I felt as if you changed up on me when you never did and now I can't apologize and tell you I love you face to face."My uncle said as he cried and let go of the balloon.It was then my dads turn.He had tears streaming down his eyes,you could see how much he loved my mom."If you were still here I wouldnt be with Val........I'll be with you.All cuddled up with you...............continuously .... kissing on you even when you got annoyed.............We'll probably be making more babies*lightly smiles*I would tell you how much I love every little chance I had.We'll have a baby boy named ashton.and we'll be a happy family again."My dad then wiped his tears and let go off his balloon.It was then my Goddads turn"Diary, if you were still alive we would probably be having a roasting session on each other *chuckles* and if I needed advice you'll give it to me.If I was heated you would chill me.And if I needed someone to talk to you'll listen."my goddad said as royalty held the balloon."Let it go now roy"he said as he wiped a tear.Royalty let it go as she watched til it disappeared.My cousin then said"If you were still here I would have so much powers*weakly laughs* and also I'll be getting a whoopen for telling your kids about sex and we'll probably be the biggest avenger fans seating in the top seats of the theatre watching every avenger movie that comes out and you'll be my wingwoman when i need you."Armani then let go of his balloon. It Was then My turn"If you were still alive we would have been on the phone every night and we'll be getting pampered and slaying always.My choices would have been different.And I would be up under you always.Then there wouldn't be Val.You and Dad will be the relationship goals for me.I will also tell you i love you everyday"I said As I cried and Trey rubbed my back.I then Let go.Aiden then said"if you were still alive there wouldn't An Ava Marie Cause you would dislike her mother and I would have never been with her if you didnt like her.I would be spoiling you every chance I got.We would be waking up late at night like usual just to drink water or even eat left overs.We would be watching martin every time it came on late at night when we couldn't sleep.And. I would never take you for granted."Aiden then let go of the balloon as a tear went down his eye.Ansley then said"If you were still alive I would have gotten to know you better and shared more memories. I was only 2 when you died there isn't much I could remember all I knew was you were my mother and you loved me and I loved you."Ansley then let go of her balloon.Trey didn't have to say anything but he did."If you were still alive I'll be able to meet the person face to face that put my beautiful girlfriend on this earth and all my time with ashlen would be taken away because it would be spent on the phone with you.And I'll be able to get to know the wonderful lady Ashlen always talks about."Trey said as he let go of his
Balloon.We all then group hugged.We then sat our flowers next to her."love you mom,happy mothers day!"My sibling and I said."Love you Ashley,happy mothers day."The others said.We then visit miy grandpa resting are that was right next to my mom's.We all hugged and said Our goodbyes and went our seperate ways.Trey and I then went to his parents house.Once we made it there His mom welcomed us with hugs and kisses."Happy mothers day"Trey and I said in unison."Thanks yall".We then went in the Living room where trey sisters and dad were.We greeted them and sat down.Food was ready.So we all ate dinner at the table.We was having a good time laughing and eating.Until an Arguement broke out with Trey and His mom.I don't know what happened because I had to step out for a call.All I know was Trey Was Like lets go when I walked back in.So I said Goodbye to everyone and followed him out the door.Once we got in the car I asked"What Happened?" Trey then Said"My Mom is What happened.Shes Always getting on my nerves."Once he said That I got so upset.I looked at him in disgust."Why you looking at me like that?"He said as he looked at me and back at road."I would love to have a mother that got on my nerves.I don't care if she was wrong,you don't do that.You respect her at all times.Can you say if your mom was to die today you'll be satisfied and not regret the last thing you said to her?You don't wanna end up like my uncle.Hes been hurting lately because he didn't get to say sorry and I love you to my mom before she died.I'm proud to say the last thing I said to my mom was I love You.Never took my mom for granted at all.Cherished every moment with her.Even when I was mad at her,I put my pride aside and said I love you.Cause you never know when a person is coming or going. I got to see my mother six feet under ground today,while you was able to see your mother from across the table,face to face,when you speak she speaks back.And you took it for granted.Plus you did it on Mothers day.Did You thank her for putting ya ungrateful  a** on this earth today or for dealing with your bull crap?huh?If only you switched places with me you would understand how important it is to have your mother and her value.I miss my mom so much.Be grateful.Be fu**ing Grateful Man.She gets on your nerves?? Wow I would love for my mom to get on my nerves.I would even love to hear her yell at me.As long as I hear Her voice one more time.You better be lucky you got your mom.Some people don't get that luxury.You heard What Ansley said,she said i was two when you died there isn't much I could remember.Ansley will never know how much she's like her mother or how they both sleep in the same position for herself.She would only know what we tell her and what she sees in a picture or video.She won't be able to remember the sweet things her mother use to tell her as she slept.If you ever broke my heart I won't have my mother to comfort me and hold me.Ansley and I  wont be able to have girl talks with our mother.Like yea we got Val but she's not our mom and we not that close to her.
Your mom is probably hurt right now you need to tell her you're sorry and you love her.Talking bout she gets on my nerves,get the fu** outta here.Ungrateful a** nigga."I said as I began to cry."I'm sorry if I offended you baby." Trey said.He then called his mom and said"Momma I'm sorry and I love you so much.Thank you for everything you did for me and Happy Mothers Day."

Happy Mothers day to you all.Make sure You tell your Momma You love them and how thankful you are to have them. 

You can Comment below what you did for your mom on mothers day.

Love Bria(August's Baby muva /wife),