𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑴𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒄 𝑭𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒔 𝑽𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔

"Negative thoughts" (Jake Sterling x Fem!Reader)

Let's just say, I took angst to another level :)

also I may or not have snuck a Hamilton reference or two and a Heart of stone from SIX reference in the middle of it for no reason,

~ Jake Sterling x Female!Reader ~

Pronouns: She/Her (female pronouns)

Requested by the queen, mizberri herself ::)

Type of One-shot: Angst in another level.

TW: Swearing, Death, Sewerslide thoughts and depression.

Timeline/AU: Future AU (Everyone is 21, Milly is 20 and Sean is 22)

Ships contained: Jake x Y/N, mentions of Jailey.

Context: I don't know what my brain was thinking while making this but you might need the song below.

M/N - Middle name

L/N - Last name

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3rd Person POV

STUPID, Ugly, Worthless

Thoughts were swirling around in Y/N's brain as she paced around the room.

Waste of space, Annoying, Loner

Y/N tried her best to ignore them but now she's been consumed into them, knowing they were true.

Pathetic, Not important, toxic

Jake Sterling, Y/N's boyfriend for 2 years, wouldn't be home until the next day from his college and since Y/n were at a different college, she was home earlier than him. so she was able to give into the words before her arrived home. She had to pretend that she wasn't falling apart but at least, Jake was a distraction for her. that is, until Y/n started to be pulled into the negative thoughts.