S.E.A.L

~Let the Games begin~

It's been a few weeks since I met the girls and they all seem really cool and laid back. I've seen Ti, pretty much every day since that night at Jellybeanz, she makes it a habit to pop up at the office or at school. It's cute though she's taking more interest in me than Eric's no good ass; I haven't seen him in two weeks, since he took my grandmothers gold necklace. I accidentally left it out one night and the next day it was gone. Luckily for me I know the lady at the pawn shop. She let me buy it back. If he knows what's good for him though he'll stay gone. Enough about him though I am kicking it with my big sister Brooklyn she came down from Chicago for a couple of weeks.

So sis what's going on in the life a college student? Ughh nothing but work, school, work, and more work, but I am happy to be graduating. When you find the time to see that fine ass fiancée of yours" I rolled my eyes that nigga better not show his no good ass around here anytime soon. Damn Jay what he do? Stole grannies necklace and pawned it to buy drugs. What the hell, you got it back though right? Hell yeah I know the lady down at the pawn shop; she sold it back to me. The next time I see him I am kicking his ass. Get in line, I am going first! Well if Eric isn't giving you that glow who is then? What glow are you talking about Brook? The one written all over your face, you glowing and shit like you in love or something.  Love, no but strong like yes. I said smiling. Who is the guy? There is the problem, it aint a guy. Jay what the hell do you mean it's not a guy? Did Eric screw you over so bad you've turned to girls? Not girls, one girl and she's been showing me way more attention than Eric ever has. So who is this broad anyway?  She's not a broad and you'll meet her on Saturday at my graduation. Do mom and B know? Nope and I would like to keep it that way for the time being. Okay sis you know you can trust me. I can't believe you're turning lesbian now. I am not a lesbian just exploring an alternative method. Well let me know how that "alternative method" goes for you. She said chuckling. Whatever Brooke I gotta go; I have to pick up some stuff from the studio. I'll see you later though. Cool sis, see you later.

Okay so I kind of lied just a little bit to Brook only because I didn't want her to overreact about the situation. I am in love with Ti; I realized it the other day when we were watching a movie at my house. We were all cuddled up on the couch and she was gently stroking my hair as I lay in her lap. She stopped and lifted my head up to hers and kissed me so passionately, I thought I was going to stop breathing. I was so shocked I didn't even know what to say. We stared at each other for like 5 mins then she whispered in my ear "How'd it feel being caught off guard", and then she went back to watching the movie like nothing ever happened. See that's what I am talking about she can play my games to and she is better at it then me. This is what I've been missing that spark and passion, most importantly the challenge, she definitely does that very well. Every time we are together it's like a rush of adrenaline through my body. After that I just laid back in her lap and continued to watch the movie. I finally responded to her after about 10 minutes of thinking. Ti! Yeah Jay! You know it's on right. What you talking about? What you just did to me wasn't right. Yeah but you started it. Mmm...I did, didn't I, I said licking my lips from where she kissed me. Yeah you did. I still gotta get you back though! Well let the games begin boo, if you can handle it. Oh I can handle it you don't worry about that.

Now we are in this heated game of who can get the other first. I am on my way to the set now because she had asked me to come and watch the video they were shooting for their song Hat 2 da back. I get to the set and they are shooting the video already, so I quietly slip in and watch as they perform. They were doing an awesome job and I am in love with the song. 

"Cut! Okay girls you can take a break and then we will shoot the next scene. Alright they said walking towards me. They didn't see me so when they walked past I got up and went behind Ti and covered her eyes. Aye, who the hell is covering my eyes? Wouldn't you like to know I said. Jay! Quit playing girl, she said taking my hands off her eyes. Hey Jay what you doing here Lisa said. Ti told me to come down and watch yall shoot the video. Oh did she now she said smirking at Ti. Come on now we only got an hour and a half before we gotta be back out here. She said turning to walk off. Lisa slightly pulled me back so she could talk to me. So you and Ti been kicking it? Yeah you can say that. Girl whatever it is you doing you got her wide open. Whatever Lisa, I said laughing and following her into the dressing room. I am serious Jay you do. She do what Ro, said as we walked in the dressing room. I was just telling Jay how she...Lisa! What? I was just gonna say how you had that dope mix on Sunday night. I swear this girl is gone spill the beans about the whole thing.