S.E.A.L

V. The Impossible:~Don't forget about us~

          "We were bigger than anything

               Remember us at our best"

What's life like with 7 month old twin girls and a 4.5 year old energized little boy? Loud as hell, like I love those little girls to death but they have a set of pipes on them for real. And it don't matter that they are seven months either they little attitudes are to much to handle sometime.  No sleep, much less sex happens in this house anymore. Trust we now we look at each other and go the other direction now. It's beginning to take a toll on the relationship. Not that our relationship is built solely on sex, but damn every now and then it needs to happen, right. I can see it slowly creeping in. I just had no clue of what was about to really happen.

Right now we are all here taking care of the baby's, when Ro's pager starts going off. She was in the living room, but her pager was in the kitchen where I was making the girls bottles. I looked at the numbers coming across it. That's Dallas's number. Why is he paging her? I don't know but I am about to find out.

Yo Ro your pager going off, I said yelling to her. Okay I'll be in there in a minute. Within 2 minutes she came in and grabbed it looked at it and grabbed the phone off the wall going into the office and closing the door. I finished the bottles took them back into the living room and handing them to Li and Ti. Then I went over the office and put my ear to the door. She was talking to Dallas. "Hey baby! Yeah I am still coming over tonight. I'll tell them I gotta go to my mom's house for a little while. I know baby but I can't just leave them with the babies. Fine baby I gotta go. Love you too".  Ain't this some shit, she still fucking with that nigga behind our backs and she didn't tell us.  She opened the door to see me standing there. Oh shit Jay you scared me. Bet I did. I said walking back to the living room. I took Lo from Li. While Ro took Vi from Ti.  Why don't yall go get some rest I am sure me and Ro can handle the babies? You sure baby? I am positive yall go take a nap. Thank you Jay, Li said kissing my cheek, before they went upstairs.  It was quiet in the living room as Ro and I sat there putting the twins to sleep after their bottles.

So Jay I gotta go to my mom's house for a little bit you gonna be okay with the babies? *She is really about to lie to my face about where she's going, let's see how she handles this hitch in her booty call with Dallas.* Well you want us to go with you? I am sure your mom would love to see the babies. Uhh...no she's sick with the flu. * She must think I am stuck on stupid; it's the middle of July. Who the hell gets the flu when its 10 degrees short of hell here in Atlanta* I shook my head, like I can't believe she doing this. Okay Ro, maybe some other time I guess.  You sure you will be fine with the girls. Yeah Ro I'll be fine you just go see about your mom. Okay Jay I shouldn't be gone long she said putting Vi back in her pack and play and leaving. 30 mins later I finally got Lo to go to sleep so I was passed out on the couch as well.

Until I felt Ti shaking me, Jay baby the girls are crying, where's Ro? Huh, I said. Where's Ro she supposed to be helping you with the girls. Wait what time is it I said sitting up? It's 8:45pm. Oh Ro she with Dallas, I said still half asleep. WHAT! I heard her voice elevate and that woke me up real quick. What the hell she doing with Dallas? They probably somewhere fucking for all I care. I said getting up and going to make the girls another bottle. They fucking again and she ain't tell us? Wait, how long you known about this Jay?  Hold up Ti if you implying that I've known about this you're wrong. I just found out about it this afternoon. She had the nerve to lie to my face about it too.

Why are my babies crying like that Li said walking into the room? Li cool it I am making the bottles right now okay. What's with the attitude Jay?  Ro fucking around with Dallas again, that's why she got an attitude. Ti said helping me with the bottles. How you know she fucking with Dallas again. I heard her talking to him on the phone this afternoon and then she had the nerve to talk about she going to take care of her mama, cause she got the flu. The flu, she couldn't come up with something better than that it's freaking 115 degrees outside, nobody should have the flu. Li said.