S.E.A.L

~Sure Thing~

You be the match, Imma be your fuse, Boom!

If I'm the blunt, You could be lighter babe, Fire it up!

If I'm the lyric baby, You could be the note, Record that!

Crap Jay you scared me, why you sitting here on the stairs. I was just thinking I said smiling at her. What you thinking about she said sitting next to me. You! I said looking at her. What were you thinking about me? I was thinking about how over the past two years that I've known you, you've changed. I've changed? You have babe, I don't think I've seen you smile as much as you have the past 6 months. She told you? She did and why didn't you tell me? It's hard and it hurts like shit Jay, and I miss him so much! I know how you feel babe, I lost my father too. But you gotta know I said looking in her eyes, Lisa he loved you and he is so very proud of you and all that you have accomplished with the group. The tears started to fall from her eyes and I gently wiped them off her face with my thumb. I know Jay, its just I wish he was here to see it. He is Li, he's watching over you right now. And every time something big happens in your life know that he had hand in it happening. I gently kissed her lips. Then whispered in her ear, I am one of those good things he had a hand in bringing to you. She looked at me; you're one of my angels! I am baby, I am here to make sure you know how loved you are. She smiled at me again. How do you that Jay? Do what? What you just did, make us feel like we are the only people on earth when you talk to us. That's a secret I said getting up off the stairs. So you're not gonna tell me. I got really close to her we were practically breathing the same air and looked into her eyes. Li see how close I am to you we are touching but not physically touching. We are sharing one breath, yet we haven't noticed that someone else is in the room. The only thing that matters right now is our connection and the one breath we are sharing. She just kept looking at me without breaking eye contact. I inhaled and she blinked.  That's how I do it I said leaving her breathless as she stood there.  I got inside her mind and touched that special part of her that no one has ever gotten too.

When I went outside someone grabbed me from behind. Hey baby we've been looking all over for you Ti said kissing my neck. I was in the house I was using the restroom. Oh okay she said rubbing the sides of my stomach. This wasn't a bad idea Ti we should do it more often I said looking out at everyone schmoozing in the back yard. It was a perfect idea. Everyone is cool with us dating and they all getting along so we good. Ti I got something I wanna give you, but I need you to close your eyes. What is it Jay let me see it. She said sticking her hands in my pockets. Babe it aint in there just close your eyes. Fine! I looked back to make sure her eyes were closed before slipping off the Red bracelet and slipping it on her right wrist. Okay you can open your eyes. Wh...where did you get this from she said looking at her wrist. I have a whole drawer of them that you unknowingly made for me. I used to make these for my mom's...you were the girl she would tell me about. I was babe, that's how our mom's know each other. You kept them all these years? I did, they got me through some rough times there in high school. So all this time we've been connected to each other and never knew it. I guess that's why our bond is so strong. No babe its cause we were destined to be together, our mothers knew it too. She said kissing my cheek. I know they did, that's why they didn't object to it, they've been secretly waiting for us to get together for years. Have they? She said looking at me. They have, apparently I am your soul mate and your mines. Well soul mate, where our other two? I left one breathless in the house. How you do that? I could explain it to you or you could go in and ask her how I did it while I go find Ro. She looked me up and down before pulling into her and whispering in my ear, "baby open yourself up to me and I promise I won't hurt you", then she kissed my cheek before going into the house. I just stood there for a minute how did she just get me like that. I snapped out of it as I saw one of B's homeboys trying to push up on Ro.

So ma, what you doing after this? He said. She'll be in the bed with me I said pulling Ro over to me and kissing her cheek. Oh my bad Jay didn't know that was yours. "That"? I hope you mean she. You know what I mean Jay. Whatever Devon, you over here hitting on my girlfriend and you got a girlfriend, a very pregnant one at that. You got a girlfriend and you over here trying to spit game to me. I should bust you in yo mouth Ro said. Yeah baby, you see home girl over there in the short shorts with the green tank top on, that's his baby momma. Maybe we should tell her what you were up to over here. No please Jay don't you know she crazy.  Hmm...to late Yo Shania come over here I got something to tell you, I yelled across the back yard. Please Jay, I promise you I won't do that shit again. He said begging me and Ro.  Devon I aint gonna tell this time but this one and those two over there are mine, don't touch or even think about spitting game to them and let all yo other homeboys know the deal too. Got it? I got it just don't saying anything to...Hey Jay you wanted me Shania said coming over to us. I looked at Devon and he was literally shaking, like please don't tell her. Uhh Yeah Shania, I wanted to introduce you one of my girlfriends. Ro this is Shania, Shania this Ro. Nice to meet you. It's nice to meet you too. Take Don Juan back over there with you please. She looked at Devon rolled her eyes, grabbed his ear and pulled him back over to where she was at. How did you know he was bothering me? Ro I can hear you, I could feel your displeasure for him on the other side of the yard. I still don't know how you do it manage to be so in tune to us like this. It's a perk to being with yall Ro. You see how he was treating you? Yeah I did. That's what you don't need. You need someone who will treat you like the woman you are.  So like the way you, Li, and Ti treat me. Exactly!

The bbq is finally over and we are cleaning up everything around the house. Babe go upstairs and relax, we'll finish this Ti told me. No Ti I gotta help yall clean up. No you don't Li said taking my trash bag. You need to go upstairs get a nice hot shower and relax. But...shhh just go Ro said pushing me in the direction of the stairs. Yall are no fun I said stomping up the stairs. Aye don't make me get the belt on you no stomping. Ti said. You know I like it I yelled back down the stairs. Keep playing Jay and you gon get it.

They were right I did need the shower to relax; I was so tensed from stressing about the families. I was in there for like an hour before I felt hands going up and down my body. Not just one set either. I figured it out Jay, Li said. What did you figure out? I said opening my eyes to look at her. I figured out how you took my breath like that. You did. Yeah I did and I want you to know she said looking into in my eyes and getting closer than she was before. You don't have to be afraid. Be...afraid of what? Giving yourself to us Ti said in my ear. Yeah Jay we want into you, not just physically but mentally, emotionally, spiritually. Ro said in my other ear. The whole time Li was looking into my eyes, Ti and Ro were speaking into me. I was literally weak they had completely gotten me. Before I knew it all three of their hands were over my heart. We want your heart Jay, trust us with it and we won't break it. They said in unison.  Li inhaled and I blinked and a tear slipped from my eye and Li gently wiped it with her other hand. Do we have it she said looking at me? I literally couldn't say anything because at that very moment they entered another dimension of me. I finally got the strength to say something. Lisa, Tionne, and Rozonda you have my heart, but my question is do I have all of your's? You know you got mine baby, Ti said kissing my neck. And you for sure got mine Ro said. That left Lisa to answer. Jay you have my heart, you've had from the very first time I spoke to you at Jellybeanz. I felt our energies connecting that night.

Yall succeeded! At what they said as we got out the shower. Really getting to me. The real me that no one sees or has ever touched. You were eavesdropping on us? Li said.  No I wasn't trying to, it just happened. I said putting on night clothes and getting in bed. We all got in bed in our normal spots Ti on my Right, Li on left, and Ro behind her. Ti was facing me with her right leg was over my left leg and her arm was over my waist touching Li's waist. Li was sleeping with her back to me toward Ro she had her arm draped over Ro's waist and Ro was facing the wall. Ti scooted closer and kissed me good night like she does every night.   When we wake up in the morning I guarantee we won't look like this. Most likely Li will be on top of me asleep. Good night mi Corazon's. Night mami! Li said laughing.  I popped her on the hip. Mmm...mami I like when you spank me! Go to bed Li I said shaking my head as Ti and Ro cracked up. I looked at Ti and mouthed to her "Stop", she mouthed back "Make me". I slowly ran my hand up the inside of her thigh. She was biting her lip. I pulled her closer to me and licked her lips. Now stop and go to bed I said as she lay against me. I love you Jay. Love you to Ti.