S.E.A.L

~O.O.C~

              "Your love's so addictive
                    That I get so O.O.C"

Things have gotten progressively worse since Ro left. Li been acting out big time, the things she's been doing is just; I don't even know what to say. Like for instance today she supposed meet me at the doctor's office cause the girls have an appointment. The appointment was at 2:00 pm, it's now 6:30, and I am so beyond pissed. I can't wait to hear what her excuse is this time.

Hey Baby she said coming up behind me and putting her arms around my waist. Li, where were you today? The girls had a doctor's appointment and you said you would be there. I am sorry I got busy working on the songs for my album. I could smell men's cologne and liquor on her so I knew she wasn't just working on her album. Hmm...okay I said unwrapping her hands from my waist and going to the living room. Jay what's up with the cold shoulder she said following me. Li maybe you should go wash the Curve cologne off you before you ask me that question. What you talking about cologne? I am not stupid Li I know when I smell cologne and you reek of it, so spare me the attitude okay. She ain't say word she rolled her eyes, mumbling stuff as she went upstairs and got in the shower.

By this time Ti was walking in the door. Hey Jay what's the matter? I just looked at the stairs. Again? She said. Yup! I don't know how much longer I can take this Ti, You know I love Li to death but the alcohol and the men it's too dangerous and what kind of example is that for her girls? I know Jay, let me talk her okay; just don't give up on her yet. You know Ro did this same thing and we kicked her to the curb. So you saying you wanna kick Li out? I don't want to Ti, but our relationship is on the line. Please Jay just let me talk to her okay.

Then Li came back down the stairs with the girls. Here I can take them I said going to Li. It's cool Jay I can handle them they are my kids. She said with an attitude. I just looked at her like okay you really want to go there. Okay Li I said walking past her up the stairs. I don't have time for her smart ass remarks right now. I went upstairs to changed clothes came back down stairs and grabbed my car keys. Jay where you going? Ti said. I need to get out of the house for a little bit. What about the girls? Li said. What about them, they your kids aren't they I said slamming the door behind me.

I went to the studio to blow off some steam and work on some stuff. Guess who was there? Dallas and Eric! Really these are the last two people on earth I really wanted to see ever and especially right now. Aye Jay what you doing you here, I thought you had mommy duties? Dallas said laughing. Fuck you! I said flipping him off. Gladly, but I got Ro for that. Don't brag Dallas you forget I've had her too. Dang bro she got you there. Eric said and you shouldn't say anything Eric because I had you for way to long. Look who got who now Dallas said bumping Eric who was now mean mugging me. Man whatever he said shrugging. Then Dallas's pager started going off. I'll be back I gotta take this he said leaving the studio.

So Jay, how you been? How do I look like I've been I have twins, a 4.5 year old, and two girlfriends in my house, I am tired as hell. I said slightly laughing. You sure that's all, you seem a little stressed. I am not gonna go into my relationship problems with you Eric. Come on Jay, we've been down this road before I know when something's up with you. He was slightly rubbing my arm. Not in a sexual way, but more of a concerned way. I was studying him for the slightest inkling that he was playing me. I couldn't find it, he seemed like he was genuinely interested in knowing what was wrong. I am just stressed Eric, like I didn't think it would be this stressful being in a relationship with two women. Are you kidding me? He said. Now you know how it feels to be a dude and deal with y'all. Eric, was I that bad? Naw Jay you were different but you had your ways. I just don't know what to do, like I don't want to be one of those over bearing people, but if I don't it seems like things go way out in left field. Look Jay I am sure things will work out he said getting close to me. We were like literally close enough to kiss. I looked down at his lips as they were almost grazing mine. Eric, I can't I said pushing him back. I know you can't, but can I at least get a hug for old times' sake? Boy please I said hugging him.

Dallas would have to walk into the room right at that moment. So what yall doing in here he said grinning at us. Nothing Dallas! Why you trying to start stuff? I said grabbing my keys. Looks like something was going on between yall, wait to I tell Ti. I got in his face then, cause I don't want him messing up me and Ti's relationship. I told you nothing happened, if you open your mouth to her, trust me if you do the consequences won't be pretty. Ask Eric about that I said backing up from him. Eric was looking at him like dude "don't mess with her". Before I left he grabbed my arm and said "I told you she knew where home was" then he let me go. I should have back handed him for that comment. I just rolled my eyes and walked out. Ro made her decision and she gotta live with it. As for me I needed to deal with the two I have at home right now. I pulled into the drive way to see some light skin nigga helping Li with boxes. What the hell?

Li what's going on, I said walking up to her as she was putting the boxes in the truck. She just looked at me, rolled her eyes and walked past me back in to the house. For real Li what's going on I said following her. I am leaving Jay! I can't take it anymore. I am not cut out for this relationship. What are you talking about Li, you know we love you. I know yall do but it ain't working no more. Besides you told Ti you wanted me out, so I am leaving. Li please let me explain that's not what I meant, I said pulling her arm. She snatched it from me. No Jay its cool, I understand and I don't want me and my children to burden you anymore. Li please I said grabbing her arm again.

This time I pulled her to me. Li baby, I am so sorry I don't want you to leave okay. I was just stressed; please don't go we can work this out. I was now holding on to her for dear life. Jay, I love you I really do but I can't, it's too much. It's just time for us to call it quits and move on. So you really going to leave me and Ti like this? She didn't say anything she just played with the key in her hand, before handing it back to me and looking at Ti standing behind me. I am sorry Baby it's just time she said kissing me one final time before she and the girls left with that dude. I can't believe she just left Ti, I said staring at the door. Come on baby she said slowly taking my hand and leading me over to couch. In a matter of hours I just lost half of my world and I had no clue what to do our how to handle it.

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Wow just wow Li really left Jay and Ti! Look at Eric's snake ass trying weasel his way back into the picture. Do yall think Jay and Ti will be okay with out Li? Was Like wrong for leaving?