S.E.A.L

~Treat me Like somebody~

         "Somebody real is hard to find,

          Somebody worth all your time,

    Somebody who can tell you the truth

          Someone who loves you for you"

Today's the day I talk to Ti about Ro joining us. I know it seems like I am bat shit crazy for wanting to be in a relationship with 3 other people, especially 3 people who are in the same group and are seemingly bestfriends . It's not just 3 other ordinary people though its TLC and I think it's something about their chemistry together and then the chemistry we would have together, it has what you would call supernova potential.

The girls are rehearsing for their upcoming CSC tour and I am surprising them with lunch since I know they are working hard. I walk into the dance studio and Ti was the first to see me. Aye D stop the music she said. Hey beautiful what you doing here she said pecking my cheek. I brought yall lunch. Aww that's so sweet of you.  Yo Li and Ro! Jay brought us lunch. This is why we keep her around Li said pecking my other cheek. Oh is that the only reason? I said raising an eyebrow at her. Ti and Ro just laughed at her because she didn't say a word. You know what I mean Jay. Mmhmm whatever you say Li, I am just giving you a hard time. I noticed Ro kind of looking at me like she wanted to say something but not in front of the other girls. Thats not the first time shes done that either. Once we finished eating I pulled Ti out of the rehearsal to talk.

Hey babe what you need to talk to me about? She said leaning up against the wall. This I said kissing her. Mmm...that's what you wanted to talk about? Yeah and something else that's been on my mind. What's on your mind Jay? How you feel about Ro? What you mean? I mean what you think about her maybe joining us. Are you serious, you want her to join us, as in this being a 4 some type situation? Yeah, I know it sounds kind of weird, trust me I know it's going to look weird as hell too. I just think that she needs this type of relationship. I don't know Jay, that's gonna complicate things and I mean we already got a pretty solid thing going on with the 3 us. I know I just don't like the way Dallas is treating her and it's really starting to piss me off. My little bleeding heart always more concerned with others. I know you see how he treats her Ti. I do and I've been telling her for a while to leave his ass alone, but she doesn't listen to me. Maybe she'll listen to me. You really serious about bringing her into this?  What Li say about it? You know how she is, she told me to talk to you about it first. Smart Girl! Okay Jay we are going to try this but the minute it causes drama she got to go, because I am not having her mess up our relationship. I know just trust me babe it'll work I promise. It better she said giving me a quick peck. Wait! What Jay I got rehe...I cut her off giving her another longer kiss. Okay now you can go back to rehearsal.  She was looking at me like you did that shit on purpose.

I really hope I am making the right decision about Ro because I am not trying to lose neither Li nor Ti over some chick. But like Ti said I am a bleeding heart and don't like to see people being done wrong.  I followed Ti back in the studio so they could continue to rehearse. I watched all three of them intently; each one of them had something uniquely special about them. Li has this youthful exuberance about her that shows through her entire being. Although everyone thinks she's crazy, she really isn't she just a creative soul and cannot be held down by anyone else's rules and expectations of her. Ro is so caring and it's really a shame that she's in this obviously one sided relationship with Dallas. And then there is Ti she gives off this hard exterior but deep down inside she is the biggest softy out of the three. That's probably why I fell for her in the first place. The real question is could all 4 of us be in a relationship with trust, love, and unity. I guess we will have to see if it would work.  Their rehearsal was finally over and the girls looked beyond tired.