S.E.A.L

~Now or Never~

It's been two weeks since I talked to B about proposing and I have to do this before I lose my nerve. I met his friend last week to pick out the rings and it was harder than I expected. There were so many different options and of course I had to buy three. Cause they aren't your average women, like I can't buy Li something that clearly is made for Ro, nor can i get Ti something that would look better on Li. At last, I finally found 3 similar but uniquely different rings. I had it all planned out how I was gonna propose to them. So I sent the kids over to Li's mom's house for the weekend and Tron was with Dallas this weekend so the house was completely empty except for us. I made dinner and set the dining room up real nice and had 3 bouquets of red roses set out for them. I put rose petals all the up the stairs and into our bed room. Now I was just waiting for them to come back from their meeting. It was perfect timing they pulled up at 7:30.  They walked in to the dimly lit house.

Jay, Where you at baby? Li said. I am right here I walked out the dining room with 3 blindfolds. What's going on Ti said looking at me like I was up to something.  Nothing just put these on and grab hands please. She looked at me for another minute before finally putting on the blind folds. Ro was just cheesing because she knows when the blind folds come out something special is about to happen. They finally followed my directions and I led them into the dining room and individually set them down giving each of them a kiss on the neck. So are you going to tell us why we are wearing these blindfolds? Ro said you can take them off now! They all took off their blindfolds and saw the roses and the candles lit around the room. Baby what's going on Ti said. This is my way of showing you 3 how much I love you. Damn, Baby you doing a great job of it Li said smelling the roses.  Oh this is only the beginning of it I said, winking at Ro and walking out to the kitchen to get the plates. 

Oh my god babe that was delicious, where did you learn to cook like that. I am not only good at music and I have my ways I said taking their plates away. Let me help you get those Li said. No, you stay seated I got this okay I said kissing her on the cheek.  You up to something Jay, I know you are, she said giving me a questioning eye. Maybe, Maybe not we'll just have to see won't we. Sneaky ass! Ti said.

"It's now or never, Jay you can do this", " You love these women and they clearly love you". I was giving myself a pep talk while I was getting the dessert ready to take out. I had already planned out how I wanted to do the proposal. I wrote each of them a letter expressing my deepest and truest feelings for them. I had the rings waiting in little red boxes on the plates as well. Okay I lied there was no dessert, well not right now at least. So I walked back out with the plates covered and the letters secured on them. I set them in front of each them. Wait Jay you're not eating dessert? Ti said Not right now these are for you 3.  Before you take the covers off I just want to say Thank you to each one of you for making my life complete. Jay you do the same for us as well. They said.  Okay, now you can uncover it.

I sat back and watched as they all uncovered their plates.  It was the most intense 5 minutes of my life watching them read the letters, but I knew once I saw tears falling that I was pretty much in the clear.  Once they realized what was really going on I was already on my knee in front of them.  So...I said looking at them. Hell (Ro) ...Fucking (Li) ...Yes (Ti)!  They said pulling me off the floor and kissing me all over my face. Okay Okay let me do this the right way, I said breaking free from them. I went to each one of them starting with Li, I took the ring out the box and slipped it on her finger and gave her a kiss. Then I went to Ro and she was bawling her eyes out, I slid the ring on her finger and gave her a kiss. And finally Ti I slid the ring on her finger and looked into her eyes. Now this is how it should be she said before we shared a kiss. Always and forever baby!

I don't know why it took me so long realize that this was the right thing to do. But let me tell you if what happened that night is any indication of what married life is going to be like, I should of did that shit 6 years ago. Whew I am surprised any of us can walk right now it was that intense and that passionate. You're probably wondering what about Ti she's pregnant. Trust me her pregnancy is not holding back her sex drive in any way. If anything its increased it, again a story another day. Aside from that, the night really showed us this is right where we need to be and where we will stay until we all leave this earth. 

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She actually did it, Jay proposed to the girls! The way they answered was classic, lolol! Why it took her so long though! So how yall think this wedding is gonna go?

~ Smooches Love bugs~