S.E.A.L

~Infatuation~

"I begin to give in with no hesitation, Can't help my infatuation"

Now that Ti and I have made it official I gotta get rid of Eric. He's like a virus that was slowly killing me, and I don't want him around anymore. I have to do this before this weekend because I don't want him making a big scene at my graduation like he did at my birthday party last year. Another long story for a different day, just know that him and B don't get along to well and probably never will. So I am waiting here at the house because I knew he will show up at the house today since he knows all my family is in town, he gotta maintain this "golden boy" persona that everyone believes he has. When in reality his ass is a drug addict that can't keep his dick in his pants. Oh yeah did I forget to mention homeboy got a sex addiction too, found that out the hard way about 6 months into the relationship. Him and Dallas are homeboys, birds of the feather flock together they say. So now you see why I don't care much for him either. Like clockwork here he comes rolling into the house at 11 at night.

Hey baby, he said trying to kiss me. I moved my head. *Did this nigga think he was gonna put his crusty lips on me, hell no! That aint happening?* Nice of you to show back up, it's been 3 weeks, where you been Eric? I've been around you know I gotta work. I laughed at that. Eric your lying ass aint got no job. So please try another lie. Man Jay'mee you always bitching about something. Oh I am bitching about something. Okay Eric, I am a just make this short and sweet, it's over. I can't do it anymore, the lying, drugs, and hoes. I am constantly at the clinic in fear that you may have given me something. Pshh...you know I would never give you anything. Yeah right nigga like you didn't give me that STI 6 months into our relationship. I ain't give you that, that was that other nigga you was fucking with. The fuck you mean I wasn't fucking anybody but yo broke ass and it wasn't even that good in the first place. Don't lie on this dick, you know it was good. Please don't flatter yourself, I've have had better. 

Your stuffs by the door just take it and go. You ain't kicking me out this house. I bought it. Correction Negro I bought the house, you just put in a measly $2500 into fixing up the outside. And it wasn't even your money; you got it from your momma anyway. Fuck that I am not leaving he said sitting on the couch. Oh so you not leaving? Okay I bet in the next 2 minutes you will I said going to the hall closet and getting my gun. So you gonna shoot me now? If you don't take your ass out of here in the next 2 minutes I will. He was looking at me as if I was playing I will shoot his ass right here on this no wax wood floor. He finally got the point and got his stuff and started to leave. Oh and you take this back I said handing him the engagement ring. Just as he was opening the door I saw Ti at the door way. They looked each other up and down as he was walking out and she walking in. "Crazy Bitch!" What you say? I started shooting at his feet as he ran across the front yard. And get that shit off my yard to, I said slamming the door behind him.

What the fuck did I just walk into? Getting rid of the trash I said kissing her cheek. Damn did you really have to shoot at him? He's lucky I didn't shoot him altogether. Damn Jay I didn't realize you were crazy like that. Normally I'm not but if you knew what he just told me you would've shot at him too. Enough about him, what you doing here this late? I can't come see my girl she said backing me up into the wall. You can come see me anytime you want boo. Is that right? Yeah it is I said kissing her. We were kissing for a good twenty minutes, before we pulled away. Damn I will never get tired of kissing you. Neither will I.

So how was the rest of the shoot? It was okay; Pebbles bitch ass was getting on our case about inviting people to the set. I am sorry Ti I don't wanna cause problems for yall. No Jay it ain't you, it's her and honestly all 3 of us is ready for her to go. So why don't yall get a new manager? If only it was that simple Jay, she got us locked into all these contracts and on top of that we aint' getting the money we should be. Dang Ti, well if yall need any help let me know. Thanks Jay it's just stressful you know. I know baby, so what do you want to do tonight? I just wanna chill with you tonight. So movie night? You know it.

We weren't even 30 minutes into the movie before Ti and I were already making out. I am talking breathing heavy, hands roaming, and moaning like crazy. Mm...Wait Ti I said pulling away. What is it Jay she said kissing on my neck. Baby I gotta ask you something. Mmhmm... You seeing anybody else besides me? She stopped kissing me and looked at me. I am not trying to start any problems I just want to know. I am going to be honest with you Jay, there is someone else. It's complicated with him and we haven't really officially broken up yet. I climbed off her lap and sat next to her. Is this going to change things between us? I had to think for a minute because I had just broken things off with Eric, so why hadn't she broken it off with her dude. 

Jay she said shaking me. Yeah, I mean no, it's not going to change things between us Ti, I just needed to know I just don't wanna get played you know. Jay I would never play you, you're special to me. Really, how so? You're my first girl; I've never been with a girl before. Actually never had a desire too. I feel the same way about you too. What's his name? Who's name? I gave her a look. Oh him, It's Dalvin. Wait DeVante's brother? Yeah, you know him? That was my sister's boyfriend for like 3 years until she moved to Chicago. Hold up your sister is Brooklyn. That's why you looked so damn familiar to me that day I met you at LaFace.

Listen Ti, I said climbing back on her lap, we won't have problem as long as you are honest with me I am cool. Just don't give me anything or I'll have to do what I did to Eric to you too. You would shoot at me? I am messing with you Ti I wouldn't shoot at you ever I am not that crazy. I beg to differ I saw what happened earlier. Are we going to continue this talking or can we get back to kissing. Demanding I see. Yeah your lips are addicting to me. Is that so? Don't play Tionne. Oh first names now. She picked me up and pinned me to the couch, looking into my eyes.

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And Scene! lol Eric's is out of the picture now so Jay and Ti can finally make this thing work. Since for obvious reasons i have to re-post the story, I still want yall to comment and vote on the story. Pay close attention cause i realized i left out a chapter so you there will be one you probably haven't read yet. ~Smooches~