~ damiano david imagines ~

can't sleep without u

story idea credits to user0617000

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me and the guys were sat down for dinner when some weird ass shit went down, damiano slammed his phone on the table before standing up and walking out of the room,

"damiano where are you going baby?"

"no where.." he mumbled

"is something wrong?"

"no."

"dami what's wrong?" i spoke with a raised voice, not quite yelling but close.

"god i said nothing, just fucking drop it.." he said walking up the stairs,

"DAMIANO DAVID GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE!" at this point i was shouting,

"NO!" he yelled back, out of the corner of my eyes i saw victoria's eyes watering..

we both had issues with panic attacks and i knew screaming was a trigger for her, but in the spur of the moment i didn't realize, i was too angry.

"SE NON TORNI QUI ADESSO, DORMIRAI SUL DIVANO PER IL RESTO DELLA TUA VITA!" at this point my blood was boiling, he had no right to treat me this way.

he walked back into the kitchen, his face was grey with no emotion but his eyes were on fire, i could tell he was insanely angry..

"what." he said through gritted teeth,

"why are you mad at me?" i said, forcing him to look me in the eye,

"thommy let's get vic out of here.." i heard ethan say quietly.

"i'm not mad." he said and turned around to leave again,

"damiano clearly you are so help me out here," i felt my voice raising again, borderline yelling.

"I SAID I'M NOT FUCKING MAD AT YOU!" he shouted, returning to me, inches from my face,

"DAMIANO FUCKING DAVID WHAT THE HELL HAS GOTTEN INTO YOU?" i backed up from him..

"WHAT'S GOTTEN INTO ME? I'M NOT THE ONE WHO.. YOU KNOW WHAT JUST FORGET IT!"

"NO DAMIANO, NO I WILL NOT FORGET IT BECAUSE THAT'S NOT WHO WE ARE, WE AREN'T THE PEOPLE WHO GO AROUND MAD AT EACH OTHER SCREAMING OUR HEADS OFF AT EACH OTHER FOR NO REASON SO PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS THE MATTER WITH YOU!" i sat down out of breath, i dropped my head trying not to let him see the salty tears dripping down my face,

"IT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER!"

at this point i didn't care, i looked up at him, tears flooding my eyes and streaming down my face..

"IT MATTERS TO ME, YOUR GIRLFRIEND, THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE, YOUR BESTFRIEND, YOUR FUCKING SOULMATE! I KNOW THAT YOU'RE MAD AT ME SO PLEASE TELL ME SO I CAN FIX IT!"

"IT. DOESN'T. FUCKING. MATTER." he said before grabbing his coat and storming out the door..

i sat there in tears as i replayed what just happened in my mind, time seemed to stop and what felt like 2 minutes was 2 hours, 2 hours sitting in the kitchen crying uncontrollably without another human being in sight.

"oh my god y/n!" victoria yelped as she walked into the kitchen, her own face stained with tears, presumably from a panic attack no doubt cause by me and damiano's yelling,

i didn't even look up from where i had been looking the past 2 hours, i was paralyzed with fear.

"what happened?" ethan said as he rushed into the kitchen behind her "y/n! where's damiano?"