I'm trying, I am I promise
I'm trying so hard.
Just to fall back in love.
I'm loosing you
I am
I know it
I pushed you to far and now I'm just watching as we slowly drift apart.
Im trying
I want to want you
But I just don't...
I'm trying, almost just forcing myself to fall back in love.
Trying to remember how excited I was, and all of our plans.
Trying so hard just to remember anything about you.
I want to love you.
But I don't anymore...
Maybe holding you would help.
I'm trying I really am, I wanna make you happy,
I wanna make you proud
I wanna be yours...
But there's no more will left to fight and we're both drifting apart.
Yes I know that's my fault.
I feel like it's almost too late...
But I feel like I don't even care enough to change anything....
But in all honesty...
I don't love you
But I want to.
I wanna love you again.
But I just dont...
I'm trying...
But nothing is working....
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