How on earth do you fall back in love with someone who is dead and gone?
He's gone Love!?!
Get over him!!!
Oh god I just can't.
What the hell!?!
This is just so recent.
I had mourned and I was fine.
And now I just wish he was back and I wish he could hold me in his jacket one more time.
I want to smell his intoxicating sent.
I want to feel his heartbeat.
He was such an asshole but god I loved him so damn much.
He wasn't a soulmate.
He was just the most amazing person I have ever seen.
But I killed him...
He is gone now
All because of me.
All because... I got my head fucked.
All because... I lost sight of... Me.
So many old memories and emotions have just be overwhelming my brainwaves lately. I can't function.
I'm constantly numb. At all times.
I have no strength.
I just... Wanna die.
I wanna go.
I wanna be with him.
I... I have to wait though.
11/28/97-3/5/15
RIP. Love...
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My Silenced Cries
PoetryThis isn't a story, its not a fairy tale, its nothing but what goes through my head and what makes me... me? There is no happy ending, just life's ups and downs. Ranting and venting, things I can't tell people face to face. These are the silenced cr...
