Have you ever felt like you were floating?
Like on a cotton candy cloud over a marshmallow sea, floating?
The kind of floating where your brain feels heavy and your feet feel lifeless.
Have you ever hit the ceiling? Or been able to catch the stars?
That state of mind where inside your a slurred gooey mess but on the outside you appear and act perfectly normal?
The kind of feeling where no matter how bad you want to twitch and squirm and let the voices suck you in and take you over. You literally have no energy to even surrender to them.
Have you ever felt your joints fall loose. When there is seriously no way that you will ever make it up the stairs because you are so sick in your own mind that you can't carry yourself.
Have you ever been nervous everywhere you go?
Or scared whenever you close your eyes.
Have you ever felt like you don't belong in your skin.
And like... You would be better off without it? Like you would be much better gone as a spirit. To roam and do as you please.
Have you ever felt hopeless... And worthless... And like you have no control over your own head?
Have you ever felt like I do, all the time?
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My Silenced Cries
PoetryThis isn't a story, its not a fairy tale, its nothing but what goes through my head and what makes me... me? There is no happy ending, just life's ups and downs. Ranting and venting, things I can't tell people face to face. These are the silenced cr...
