Redemption of the Damned

Double

"Perhaps it is good to have a beautiful mind, but an even greater gift is to discover a beautiful heart."— John Nash

He's always been there as far as I can remember.

We grew up together, and we would talk often, at least, from what I think I remember. There are such large gaps in my memory, I don't really know that much about my childhood. Missing so many of your memories would probably seem scary to others, but not to me. If anything, I'm pretty happy with it, though I get curious at times. All of my memories now are good ones, and that's all that matters. At least, that's what he tells me. Oh- I got off track. Him. I don't know what his real name is.. though he insists on me calling him 'Boss'. He's always been helping me. We've been through a lot together. We used to talk normally, I think. But now he calls me on the phone. 

My name is.. well, I've used so many different ones. The boss calls me Doppio, so that's what you can call me too.. Though this is kind of dumb, just talking to nobody. I.. don't really know where I am.. I wish the boss would call me again.. Things make sense when he's around. It's dark here.. but it's.. oddly nice. I feel so far away from everything, like floating on a cloud. I used to watch clouds go by with the boss. That was lots of fun. 

I wonder what the boss is doing now? I wonder that a lot, actually. Does he write? Maybe he paints? What if he plays an instrument? We could play in a band together. The cloud guys!- Uh- I'll work on the name later. 

I wonder what the boss looks like.. Though, he probably wouldn't like it if he heard that, haha! He's really strict on not letting anyone know that. He never gave me a valid reason for it though. But, I don't really care. 

As long as I get to talk to him, then I'm fine.