Run.... || BTS FF

Four

(Haana's pov)

Another day, same struggle.

But hey dad is dropping me off to school today, atleast i won't have to go through the bus torture.

"I wish you could drop me everyday to school pa.." I blankly said looking ahead.

I sighed and looked at him.

He smiled a bit more wide than his resting smily face before speaking,

"Don't worry, we'll go to my university together when you pass the highschool this year."

Ohh.

Yeah, my dad is a professor of psychology in a university near our my school in busan.

And today because it's off for him due to someone's death in his college,and hence he decided to drop me off at school today.

I smiled sadly at him, only if he knew what i want, where I want to go after this semester is over.

"Haana?" He looked at me and i dared not to look or else he'd know, that I don't want what he is thinking.

How much i hope I could tell him straight forward, but the thought of breaking his heart scares me to death, I can't.

I can't ever since the time I had woke up from that day i fainted.

Ever since the day I forgot about my whole past.

It has just been a year or two, and my dad especially my mom, have been taking care of me like a bird who doesn't knows how to fly.

But I want to take my flight, my first flight, alone on my own, to Seoul, to see the world and to explore it on my own.

I want to make my parents proud, I want them to see I can be their girl who is not afraid to stand in the crowd and have her own voice, who can speak for herself.

Who doesn't hear the voices in her head anymore, who can sleep peacefully without having a stupid nightmare.

Who can protect herself from the bulling, who will never tolerate people who hurt her.

Who won't run from her problems.

Who won't run.

Run

Run.

"Haana?"

"Run! Haana run!"

"I can't believe he's still repeating that"

Why is that voice familiar?

"Haana?"

"Haana! Can you hear us?"

I feel something on my shoulder, my head is not spinning anymore and it's because-

"Haana!" My dad.

"Hu-huhh?" I looked at him, then around.

The car has stopped, right infront of the school gate entrance.

"Are you okay sweets?"

"Huh-uhh-Hmm I am good dad, it's just I was studying at night yesterday."

He sighed and patted my head before speaking, "Don't stress yourself, stressing would cause nothing but problems."

I nodded hesitantly, not sure if he meant that for me stressing over studies or in general.

"Both cases." He told me.

I got off, shook how he replied whatever was going in my head, "can he hear us?"

I smiled at him and he did too, after waving him good bye, i turned around to see if i was safe to get in.

"He meant in general, coincidentally i was thinking the same."

Luckily, there's less people who i know at the entrance.

But locker is the scariest part.

...

The sound froze a few students who were on their way to their own classes.

My locker was banged closed again, and i wasn't surprised. Instead, i was just waiting for it to get over soon so that i can run away from school today as well.

You see, bunking is way better than being here, i can study peacefully without them interrupting because-

"You think so great of yourself huh?"
Her voice screeched across the hallway, Yuri's high pitched voice is the most irritating part of her, i feel bad for her family to hear it everyday.

"I see, scars i gave you disappeared huh?" She said, letting her hand go off my locker.

I didn't mind to reply her, and opened my locker again without acknowledging her,
I needed to get my earphones out of the locker and also some new notes.

And when I did, i heard a gasps from her, ofcourse, as expected.

"I am speaking right now you freak!" She screamed again.

God I wish someone would cut her voice box.

"No, throat sounds better".

"It doesn't tae,"

"Sounds horrible but that's what she deserves"

"Shhh"

I let out a sigh and looked at yuri once again.

She slapped me.

Taking a deep breath and resisting the burning sensation on my cheeks i looked at her again,

Students around us were as usual,a bit surprised but didn't really stop to see what's happening, ofcourse, who would want to admire a crocodile whose not of a zoo.

"What do you want yuri?"

"What I want?" She scoffed before asking something from one of her friends behind her, the girl behind her gave her a bunch of notebooks and i knew what was coming.

"I have a lot already on my plate yuri I can't-" and another slap.

My hands, once again, turned into a fist.

"Haana calm down."

"Kill em!!"

"Shut up tae."

"That's not what she should do but that girl deserves that."

"Shh kook"

"I don't hear No as an answer you know." Yuri spoke and the girls behind her laughed.

"Noàh"

"Tae!"

"Jimin."

"Let her think guys stop being noisy."

I chuckled, whatever was going inside my head, i may go insane but fir the first time i think, i won't regret it.

Hearing another dramatic gasp from yuri i internally wanted to roll my eyes.

I took the books from her hands and nodded before saying, "alri.." lowly.

"Good. Now get the fuck out freaky bitch"

Well, sure that's what I wanted, huh.

...

"Guys she's doing it."

"Shh hobi."

I shook my head once again when I heard the voices, and blankly watched the books burn down into flames and ashes.

Satisfactory.

I walked over the newly stole cycle and rode off to the park I always go to.

It's a safe place as many people don't visit here, also, there are a lot of trees i can climb on to study peacefully without even getting noticed by anyone.

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