Lorraina led a normal life, going to work and college until she met this wonderful man and had a secret relationship with him. Hiding it from the whole world, and almost getting discovered when he goes back on tour when she goes with him, hired as a...
I looked at him and gave him a small nod and he let my hand go. Great. The first relationship I get into after so long, and here I thought everything was going good. Aside from me getting jealous. I can't help it. I get a little jealous when I'm in a relationship. I never say anything about it, I keep it to myself and deal with it when I'm alone. And tell myself I need to calm down. If he chooses to break my trust then that's on him. I am always loyal, until that trust is broken and then I'm just completely done. There's no getting that back. I'm not a second chance type of girl. You fuck up, you fuck up. Done and over with. I don't have time for games, these sort of things is why I never date and I'm always just alone
It was silent as we went up to my apartment. Neither of us saying anything tension in the air, I have a feeling in my gut and I'm getting nervous. I also really hate confrontation. I don't have an anger problem, but I don't hold back from the truth. I'd rather be hurt with the truth and move on from there then to be comforted with a lie and find out about it later. The truth always comes out, I have nothing to hide.
I unlocked the door and walked in turning on the light, kicking my shoes off and went over to my living room table and put all of my stuff down. I was about to turn around and ask him what he wanted to talk about when I felt his hands sliding from my sides to the front of my stomach, pulling me against his chest, his head coming down to the crook of my neck and I could feel his hot breath against my skin making me lightly shiver. This is certainly not what I was expecting. He lightly dragged his lips from the base of my neck to my jaw and whispering in my ear
*What were you doing today with Yunho?*
I shivered again. And told him what we did, went to get a bunch of special makeup and snacks before we came back
His tongue started tracing from my jaw to the base of my neck making my breath get caught in my throat, my body started to feel hot
*I saw him whispering in your ear at the dance studio, what was that about*
Man if he keeps whispering in my ear like this my legs are going to give out
*He was talking to me about that girl you were flirting with* but my words came out like steel. I didn't mean for it to but it did, I got pissed off just thinking about it. Watching it replay in my head over and over. My hands shaking in anger and I snapped my jaw shut tight
*I wasn't flirting with her. That girl never leaves me alone and it bothers me a lot. I've made it clear to her that I'm not interested but she won't fuck off. She does it to all the guys and we're not sure what to do about it. We don't want to cause any problems but she just won't leave us alone*
I guess I can accept his answer. Yunho told me she wouldn't leave them alone and always flirts with them. Still. It pissed me off seeing it happening. I have no right. We only just started dating. I've only been officially his for a day. And I'm already getting jealous. I stood there my hands still shaking and not saying anything to him
*You know it made me go crazy when I saw Yunho whispering in your ear like that* he started lightly biting my neck and I whimpered a little
*Were you trying to make me jealous or something sweetheart?* He bit harder and I let out a sinful noise
*No, I would never* I whined out and he bit me again and I cried out another sinful noise. I had no idea I'd react this way to something like this. And he seemed satisfied with it, his arms tightening around me and keeping me tight against his body.
He turned me around and lifted my chin up with his hand looking into my eyes, I can see lust in his. He leaned down and kissed me so passionately and I tangled my hands in his hair, and I felt him lift me up by my thighs and making me wrap them around his waist, his hands holding me up by my ass. I broke the contact with him and looked at him
*Is this what happens when you get jealous? Because you know I'm going to be working with all of you and getting to know them. Forming some sort of friendship. Especially since I'm going to be spending so much time with you guys*
*I've never been jealous like this. In past relationships I never got jealous. There's just something about you that draws me to you. I feel this deep connection with you and honestly I don't want to lose you. I know it's still so new, but I'm telling you anyway. Hoping that I'm not going to scare you off by what I'm saying right now*
*I'm not going anywhere Yeosang. Because I feel the same way. Well. I get jealous easy but I just shove it down and don't say or do anything about it. But I feel very connected to you too. And I want to see where this is going to go*
His lips came crashing down against mine and he moved us into my room and laid me down on the bed, just hovering above my body as our lips moved together. He stopped after a couple minutes and just looked into my eyes. I softly caressed the side of his face, staring into his eyes. And he started kissing my neck, lightly biting and sucking different parts of my neck driving me crazy. I made sure I stayed quiet this time. My breathing only getting a little heavy as he continued. His hands roaming around my body. Abruptly stopping and looking at me
*I'm sorry if I took things too far*
*If I didn't like it or wanted you to stop I would have. Don't worry Yeosang*
The look on his face was full of relief. He's been nothing but a gentleman to me since we've first met, and I've seen him quite a bit. I don't mind him being this way with me at all, it's all so passionate but hot at the same time. He got jealous about me and I wasn't trying to make him jealous. I'd never go out of my way to do that.
*I guess I should get going, it's late and we have to go to the studio early tomorrow morning* he started lifting himself off of me and sat upright before getting on to his feet when I grabbed his hand. He stopped and turned to me
*Can you stay with me tonight, please. Im sorry. You don't have to. Actually. Just forget I asked. I'll see you in the morning* and I started to try and get up from my bed so I could at least walk him to the door and lock it.
He put his hand on my waist and grabbed the other in his hand and holding me close, he kissed me again and told me that he would love to stay. But instead of letting go he danced us around my room and twirled me around until I was in his arms again. Holding me tight against him. This man is so interesting. He keeps taking my breath away.
I broke apart from him and took my cardigan off and letting it fall to the floor. I unhooked my bra and pulled it out from my shirt and tossed it on the floor too, seeing his face flush red. It's cute seeing him get flustered. I kissed his cheek and walked over to my dresser and pulled out a pair of booty shorts and went to the bathroom to change, brushed my teeth, took my makeup off and did my night time skin care routine. And when I came back out he got even more flustered. He took his sweater off at least but he was still sitting on the bed in his jeans and shirt.
*Make yourself comfortable however you want* he nodded to me and stood up and started taking off his pants revealing his black boxers. Now's it's my turn to be flustered. He looked over and noticed my red face and smirked at me. Taking my hand and pulling me to the bed, making me lay down as he turned off the light and crawled in beside me. Pulling me closer to him I felt my eyes start to get heavy, being comforted in his embrace. Feeling full of bliss right now, we both said goodnight to each other and he pulled me closer against his body. My entire backside completely pressed against him. And I drifted off into dreamland
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