Secret Romance

Chapter 30 🎀

Curious Eyes With Racing Hearts

Late Friday Night Continued

I stood there looking at them waiting for them to give me an answer but neither of them said anything. They each grabbed one of my hands and led me to Hongjoongs bedroom

*Angel are you okay?* - Yunho

*Yeah I'm good I just accidentally burnt myself, they're taking care of it don't worry*

He nodded giving me big sad puppy eyes as we kept walking through the living room passing through and going into Hongjoongs room making me sit down on the bed

Yeosang sat down on the bed beside me and brushed my hair back from over my shoulder and next thing I felt was his hot breath on my neck, his lips gently grazing across my skin. Hongjoong kneeling down in front of me in between my legs, pulling me more towards him by my hips. Oh god. This is going where I think its going and I don't know what to do.

His hands sliding up and down my thighs and Yeosang is starting to gently bite my neck now and its taking everything in me to keep quiet right now. They are both getting me so worked up now and I'm not sure if I want this to happen right now, or to happen this way. I stood up abruptly and looked at them both in frustration. Went to Hongjoongs dresser pulling out a pair of shorts and sliding them on. Walked back out to the living room going back into the kitchen to finish making us our late night snack. Maybe I need more booze. I dug around in the cupboards seeing if I can find anything else and to my surprise I found his whole stash. Tequila. Perfect. I grabbed the fresh bottle taking the lid off and started slamming it back closing my eyes as I did to try and not think about everything that's happening

Hands grabbing mine making me jump, the bottle being moved away from my mouth and I hadn't even noticed that my eyes were watering up

I looked over and saw Yunho standing there very concerned and sad

*Raindrop whats wrong?*

*Nothing Yunho, just got a lot going through my mind right now*

He set the tequila down on the counter and stepped towards me wiping the tears from my face. He then cupped my face in his hands and started leaning his face towards mine, closer and closer I can feel his hot breath against my lips

*Whats going on in here?* - Hongjoong

He had a frustrated look on his face and Yunho immediately jumped back away from me, a look passing between him and Hongjoong and he looked back at me, kissing my cheek and he went back into the living room to join the rest of the guys.

I swiped the bottle back of the counter and started slamming more of it back, tears rushing down my face, and a moment later it was being taken out of my hand again and being placed back on the counter, but the difference is Hongjoong put the lid back on. Stepped towards me putting his arms around my waist and holding me close to him, looking into my eyes

*Baby whats wrong, why are you all of a sudden drinking so much?* his eyes watering up too as he looked at me

*I'm not really sure myself. I just have a lot of different emotions running through me right now and I don't know how to handle them right now. I don't know what to do about any of this. I'm feeling kind of scared right now*

He wiped the tears from my face and just held me tighter against his body

*It's okay baby, just breathe. I've got you right now okay. I'm not going to let anything bad happen to you. Dating or not, I'm still not going to let anything bad happen to you okay. You're still so important to me and all I want is for you to be happy*