Secret Romance

Chapter 29 🫦

Decisions To Make

Late Friday Night

I grabbed Yeosangs hand making him stand up and walking around to the left side of the bed and made him sit down, getting him comfortable. Going back to Hongjoong and pushing him back on to the bed.
I can’t tell why my drunk brain thinks this is a good idea but this is what I'm doing now. I walked to the end of the bed looking at both of their curious eyes. I started doing a strip tease taking Hongjoongs shirt off along with my leggings and revealing the lingerie I had on underneath and getting the satisfaction of seeing both of their eyes bulge out of their head

I kept going, turning to the sides, my arms in the air for them to see my body, turning around and bending over. I stopped and looked at them, the frustration apparent on their faces. My job here is done
I turned around went to Hongjoongs closet and grabbed one of his sweaters and slipped it on over my body, stuck my tongue out at them with a wink and went back into the living room to see if the guys were still awake or if they had passed out yet
*RAINDROP* all in unison and it brought a huge smile to my face. They are all still awake watching movies. Yunho lifted up the blanket he was covered up with and motioned for me to come sit next to him. I giggled and went over to him and I was going to sit down beside him but he got me to sit down in between his legs and making me rest my back against his chest, covering us up with the blanket and resting his head on my shoulder giving me a kiss on the cheek.
Yeosang and Hongjoong came walking in, both wearing a shirt and shorts and sat down on the floor beside Mingi and Jongho
*Here baby why don’t you pick the next movie* - Yunho
He kissed my cheek as he passed me the remote. Fuck yes, I'm putting on a scary movie and I'm going to laugh when they all get just as scared as me. I put on Mirrors and began the wait of them getting scared. I looked around and saw that there was still a tiny amount of whiskey left in the bottle on the table, I crawled forward forgetting I wasn’t wearing any pants to the table and grabbed the bottle and slammed back the last little bit. Scooting around and going back to sit with Yunho and seeing his face was completely red. I sat down in between his legs again and he put his head back on my shoulder, turning my head slightly to whisper into his ear
*Yunho why is your face so red?*
*Nothing baby, don’t worry about it*
*Please tell me, I'm dying to know*
*I just think you’re really gorgeous that’s all*
I giggled and I guess it was loud enough to pull Yeosang and Hongjoongs attention, looking over at me, Yeosang was getting that jealous look on his face, and Hongjoong was starting to look angry. They need to settle down. I haven’t made my decision yet. I haven’t gone out of my way to start things with anyone, sure I went and stripped in front of both of them at the same time. But it feels like they’re pulling me in their direction and not giving me a choice. I don’t know what I want yet
I'm tired of being hurt because of Yeosang and I don’t' know what will happen if I do decide to give him yet another chance. And Hongjoong, I have no idea why he’s even interested in me in the first place
Even if I say yes to both of them, we’re all about to go on tour, be on the road together for months, what if the other guys find out? What if the world finds out? Then what? Will I get mobbed by paparazzi and fans? What if something else happens with some of the other companies keeping their eye on me? There are so many different things that could happen and it makes me terrified. I should have left earlier when I wanted to. I could have gone to my parents house and talked to them about everything that’s been going on. Although I can just go tomorrow. Or wait for these guys to pass out and then leave. Plus that will give me enough time to try and sober up some to make it to my parents place
The movie still going and the guys have all slowly crowded closer together, Yunho had me in his lap and his arms tight around my waist, I'm so tight against him I can feel his heart pounding against my back. I got up out of his lap to go to the bathroom but really I just wanted to have some fun of my own. I went down to the bathroom turned the light on and shut the door. Crept back down the hallway as quietly as I could stopping just before the doorway into the living room, waited a minute for the movie to sound like it was at an intense part. And then. I jumped out yelling boo as loud as I could and they all jumped yelling and looking at me with eyes wide as they can be.
I curled over and started killing myself laughing, my stomach hurt so bad from laughing so hard. I couldn’t pay attention to what they were doing, the alcohol is still consuming every part of my brain and reasonable thought process right now. Yeosang came running at me and scooped me up throwing me over his shoulder and bringing me into the center of the living room and setting me down on my ass on the floor and started tickling the shit out of me. My stomach and cheeks hurting ten times worse then it already was and the other guys joined in and I was laughing so hard, kicking and thrashing around until they finally stopped and I was trying to catch my breath, holding my stomach, tears coming from my eyes as I stopped laughing
I sat up and looked at them and asked if they were okay and they all started laughing too. I guess I'm not the only one who’s still drunk
*Damn Raindrop you’re mean* - Jongho with a pout on his face. I got up and crawled over to him and sat in his lap giving him a big hug and apologizing to him but still giggling at the same time
*Hey that’s not fair, you scared the living shit out of me* - Wooyoung, his lower lip fully jutted out
I went to him next and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek, but this only caused more whines and complains about how I had scared them all so bad and wheres their hugs and kisses on the cheeks. So one by one I had to go hug them and kiss their cheeks
*Big babies, that was funny* I started laughing again, Mingi and San looking at me with their faces in full pout mode made me laugh even more. I had to just get up and leave the room so I went into the kitchen and had myself leaning against the counter as my body shook from laughing again
I moved my drunk ass around his kitchen as best as I could and got everything pulled out to make us all some pancakes, I can hear the movie still going in the living room, hearing Wooyoung and Seonghwa letting out small screams every once in a while. Maybe I should have put on a less scary movie, too late now though.
I started making us pancakes, I'm feeling pretty good right now, I had one full plate made already and when I went to flip the next ones, my hand shook and I hit my hand against the side of the pan and shrieked
Yeosang came running into the kitchen, his face is pale and theres a light layer of sweat on his forehead. Taking in this sight I started giggling again. Of course he’s too concerned about why I was screaming out and still came over to my side and took my hand in his. My hand had gone completely red from where I was burnt. Bringing me over to the sink he got the cold water going and stuck my hand under
I winced from the cold water but it does feel good against my hand and it’s also enough to start sobering me up more. No longer drunk off my ass, just drunk now and I can kind of make a better thought process now. The sting of the cold water against my burn is making me scrunch my faceup. He noticed and wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me against him, his face nuzzling into the side of my face softly, my eyes closing.
This man still has a hold on my heart. And its in moments like these ones that I forget that I'm scared, I forget that he’s hurt me, I forget the images burned into my head. I turned my face to the side looking into his soft warm eyes and kissed him. Moving both of my hands to his hair to kiss him deeper, his arms pulling me tight against his body and I came undone in his arms. His lips so passionate against mine, the way he touches me is like electricity.
*Yeosangie*
*Yes princess, I'm right here*
*I still love you so much*
*I love you too Angel, always* our lips meeting again
*I’m making the choice to trust you, that you aren’t going to hurt me again. To let you prove to me that you can prove what you say with your actions. I'm still not entirely sure whats going to happen with you and Hongjoong. Or with any of the other guys trying to get my attention. I'm scared. And I'm not sure what to do yet*
*Take all of the time you need princess, I'll still be right here okay, proving to you how much I love you, and how much you mean to me, I love you so much princess*
His lips crashing into mine again and I melted in his arms, kissing him back passionately, his body pressing into mine, it feels like he really doesn’t want to let me go
Footsteps coming towards the kitchen and we broke our connection so fast and I stuck my hand under the water again and forced all of my attention on that. And Yeosang went over to the stove and finished up making the last of the pancakes. Hongjoong comes walking over to me and kisses my cheek
*Sweetheart what happened?*
*I accidentally hit my hand against the pan and burnt myself. I'm okay really. Don't worry*
His hand on my face gently turning my head to look into my eyes, his lips meeting mine softly just for a moment and he pulled away, pressing his forehead against mine. I turned my face away and turned the water off, going to grab the hand towel to dry myself off. They both stood on either side of me, Yeosang holding my hand, Hongjoong putting his arm around my waist.
*Tell me what you both want*