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Where love ends, vulnerability begins.

Taehyung gently laid Hoseok on the bed. 
He desperately wished he wouldn't remember anything that had happen.

Thing he hated most was the vulnerability. 

Vulnerability is one of the most fatal weakness one can harbour after love.  Love leaves you helpless.  It makes you beg for things that one won't ever need.
But vulnerability is far more worst. Vulnerability makes you beg for things that's essential for existence of your being.  It makes you lose your sanity captiving you in vicious cycle of pain and suffering. It never ends and the more you try to save yourself the more you be loosing yourself .

One where you will be lost forever. With not slight chance of rebound.

Vulnerability is that worst  . That cruel.  

I don't want to be vulnerable. I can't be..and I will make sure I never ever be.

At moment of death
Only  being I shall need is me.

At moment of death
The only thing I shall love is me.


And The moment I die
You shall say goodbye.
And smile
And not cry.

You shall never cry
For when I die

It should be my death only.

It shall be mine and not yours.

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Next day , Hoseok woke up with nasty headache . He look around his room and found Ryan plushie lying at foot of couch.

He roam his eyes around his room and found various toys of his spread around the room.
Realization drawn upon him that he might have slipped into little space. 

He rubbed his face and hoped Hoseokie won't have approach Taehyung. 

He didn't want to give Taehyung any other reason to hate him.

He can't even ask Taehyung anything directly.

Sighting loudly he cleaned his room and took shower.

****

Jimin and group finally reached Yoongi's home place.
It was 2 in the morning and Namjoon and Min-rae have fallen asleep.

Surprisingly Yoongi was wide awake.

He glanced at his so called house with hard stare. 
Flashing before him were memories he had buried deep within him. Memories that haunted him till date.  No matter how hard he tried to forget them and move on.  He just couldn't.  It was like his brain was poisoned with it.

Yoongi oppa....

A sweet voice called for him .

And soon he was engulf in warm hug.

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You sick bastard why would you ever do that

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It was your fault....
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She didn't deserved to die

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