The Day I Fell For You

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Sam's pov:

She's been staring at me since yuki arrived with her clothes, i cant help but smile at her small demeanors and looked at her, "is there something you wanna tell me mon? "
i smiled and her cheeks grew in embarrassment as i caught her staring at me and yuki just giggled and urge her friend to speak, " i uh... I just wondered uhm... Why were you trying to find me?.. "
i chuckled and went beside her in her hospital bed amd held her hand softly,
" because i have this attachment  to you that i wanna find out what. Years passed and i still cannot get over the feeling of being by your side, laughing, smiling, the feeling of nothing cant stop us from anything. " she smiled and i smiled, " i guess.. I wanna get to know you more than the childhood mon i used to know, look at you youve grown into a fine woman, a beautiful woman. " she blushed at my comment but her emotion changed quickly,
" no im not sam.. " she smiled sadly, " im a halftie.. No one wants me.. Im ugly.. Im too thin.. Im not a type of a girl for anyone.. "
i gripped her hand tight and looked at her, " dont say that. You arent  ugly, if only you could see what i see.. You look beautiful, gorgeous even! And anyone in the world would want you. Cause... I want you.. " i looked at her sincerely and her eyes were wide in shock she retracted her hand and looked at yuki and yuki smiled sadly and i sighed, " i uhm.. Im sorry for that.... Ill get us breakfast please eat. Im sorry again. " i walked out of the room and grabbed breakfast for them.

You stupid moron, why did you have to tell her that...

Mon's pov:

Why is my heart beating fast? Why did my heart hurt when she left?  Im not even attracted to girls! Or am i? This is very frustrating!

"What the hell was that? " i looked at yuki questioningly and she kept pointing at the door where sam left and looked at her and she stared at me with wide eyes i stared at her and she rolled her eyes at me and flicked my forehead, " ow! What was that for!" I rubbed my forehead and she crossed her arms, "she clearly likes you!" I huffed and crossed my arms,

" i dont even like girls! Or maybe i do but its confusing! And besides.. I think im not ready yet for another relationship.... After Nop happened.... It feels like im not worthy for anything.... Im just afraid that it might happen again..... The beatings..controlling.. Manipulation.. Im afraid it will happen all over again.... I
just wanna take it slow for now.... If she does like me she will be willing to wait. For now i just wanna be friends. And maybe well get there you know? If it is fate for us to see each other again and this is a sign that she is the one then why not right? But i just wanna take it slow for now. "
I smiled sadly and yuki looked at me and caressed my cheeks softly and nodded.
" im sorry, but i know one thing for sure. sam means well for you she really went all out just to find you and you are worthy of everything mon, it was just your shitty boyfriend being an asshole to you. Youre like a diamond mon! You are beautiful! So dont ever say that you arent worthy of anything! And besides im not gonna let sam hurt you and if she does im gonna beat her up!" She said and crossed her arms making me chuckle at her action then she stopped and looked at me, "did you know she has a company called diversity? " my eyes went wide with the news i never knew she owned diversity... They just said that the owner of the company was rude and cold hearted, now i know that its sam im sure there were just made up stories sam is a beautiful, understanding, mature person not to mention caring and sweet,

what am i saying? Sam youre making me feel things that i havent felt before!

Our chat got cut short when sam arrived with breakfast and the smell was making my mouth water, "hey, i got you guys breakfast! Its just a simple waffle and milktea. " she smiled, she still remembers i like milktea and she gave one to yuki and to me, our fingers brushed and i felt the electricity jolting inside me again, the butterflies flying in my stomach she looked at me and smiled and my cheeks reddened instantly i hid it with my hair and yuki noticed it and started to giggle i elbowed her stomach making her glare at me and stuck my tongue out at her and huffed, sam chuckled and patted my head i looked at her and she smiled.

Goddamn that smile. Its gonna be the death of me someday. She retracted her hand and i suddenly miss her touch she sat properly and looked at me.

" i apologize for what ive said earlier, it was out of line. But lets start a clean slate shall we? And well know what it is we want when we get there alright? For now lets be friends. " she smiled and i smiled. Gosh i might look like a crazy person right now, earlier i was being a crazy nutjob at her and now im a googly-eyes crushing hard over a girl.

Goddamn it Sam!

"I uh.. S-sure.. Lets start all over.. Im just really afraid of getting hurt again.. Thatswhy i just wanna be friends for now and take it slow.... Ijust wanna get to know the person more and i wanna have time for myself too.... I wanna be able to fix myself first before diving in again. " she smiled reassuringly and nodded and then her face turned serious and looked at yuki and me,

"We wanted to ask.. If its okay.. Me and yuki... How long uhm... Have you been hurting yourself?..." My emotions went off and looked at the drink on my hand and stayed quiet for a while sam held my hand and smiled,

"Its okay, theres no need to rush. Take it one step at a time alright? We'll be here. We wont go away. We will help you get through this okay? " yuki smiled at me and sam smiled her bunny teeth showing. I gave them a quick squeeze and took a deep breathe.

This is gonna be a long day...