Hyunjins pov
It was the middle of the night, I had found Matthews insta and I hadn't been able to stop crying. He had posted a picture of me struggling in the straight jacket with the caption 'what a freak. this was fun, we should do it again' then tagging his friends
One of which had posted a picture of felix crying hid eyes out as she injected him, aunt hannah and lucas were still here and staying in guest rooms. Lucas's was next to mine so I had to be relatively quiet with my crying
But it's not fair, what did I do? I'm a psycho, I know I am. But....did I deserve it?
I dropped my phone and rolled onto my side while I hugged my knees, I felt my skin crawl at the feeling of someone...something staring at me. I need to stop...nothings here...
I wanted to go to mom and dad but they already have enough on their plates but i needed them. I want a cuddle, I wanna feel better, to feel normal.
I rolled out of my bed and turned on my phone torch so I could walk down the hall and prove to myself nothing was watching me from the darkness
Soon enough I was at mom and dad's door, I knocked a couple times only to hear groggy sounds from the inside before someone spoke
" hmm, yeah? Come in"
I walked in and turned down my torches brightness to not hurt their eyes
Before I even made it to their bed I burst into tears again and fell to the ground , they both sat bolt upright for a second before dad jumped up to carry me into the bed
" what's wrong prince?" Dad asked quickly
" I-im so embarrassed " I sobbed " look!"
I showed him the Instagram post, he hugged me tightly while moms face filled with rage " these kids... I'm calling the police. I don't care how young they are"
" wait until the morning, the chances of them dealing with it right now are...low" dad patted his back
" give me my ferret" mom opened his arms, dad placed me in them " it's okay baby, are there any other pictures?"
I nodded then showed them the one of felix " dickheads...don't worry, prince , we will sort them out for you"
" thank you d-dad" I whimpered " I don't wanna go back.."
" you won't, not until we deal with those kids" mom hugged me tightly "I'm so sorry I said you had to come in...its all my fault . Ill get you and your siblings all something you want to so I can make it up to you ferret"
" I don't want anything...I just wanna be normal " I curled up in his lap
" you are normal, you're our perfect little boy. Okay? You're not irregular im any way" mom ran her fingers through my hair " don't worry ferret"
" I know...but I dont know....its just, so much has been going on lately " I mumbled
" I know it has "
Another knock at the door alerted us "hello?" Dad called, the door opened it was Changbin
" oh...you're busy, I can leave...if you want" he mumbled
" no! Binnie cmere I need cuddles " I whined
He smiled, shut the door and sat on the bed with me mom and dad then hugged me
" what's up mogi?" Dad asked his eldest son softly
Changbins smile quickly vanished, he hugged me even tighter. Probably more to comfort himself than to comfort me
" well...I did it again....I'm sorry, I can't stop and I didn't want to come and disturb you but then it was too late than I thought i had to tell you because of how you guys reacted last time" he sped through his words
" give me your arm, dwaekii" mom mumbled
Changbin looked like he could cry as he gave mom his muscular arm. He rolled up his sleeve carefully and gently " oh my baby...." mom sniffled gently " you can disturb us every night if you must just....I hate seeing you so upset. I know that everything in life lately has been a bit much...but don't be scared to talk to us no matter the time of night"
Dad just stared, completely silent
" dad...?" Changbin gulped nervously "I-im sorry..." still silent " please...say something, don't be mad please...."
" I'm not mad , I'm really not I'm just.....disappointed not in you but myself" He replied
" oh" binnie mumbled
Mom pulled me back to cuddle him then dad pulled changbin in to hug him, both of them were holding us tightly before pulling us under the covers
" sleep, both of you" mom said " maybe you'll feel alittle better in the morning"
" binnie did you clean up your cuts?" I asked, he nodded
" yeah...I'll clean them again tommorow though....I'm really sorry" he replied, apologising once more
" don't apologise " dad said " it's okay mogi"
He hummed then held dad back tighter than Ive ever seen him hug anyone as we all eventually fell back asleep
