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2 years later

Seokjin and I sat comfortably together on the couch in our newly bought home, enjoying the warm glow of the morning sun.

Things had changed a lot after the chaos at the Kim mansion. Nothing was the same anymore. We had come a long way since the dark days of our past. But now we had a promising future ahead of us.

My eyes travelled to my husband's face. He was staring right back at me. His beautiful eyes, till date, managed to give me butterflies.

I couldn't resist teasing my husband a little, leaning in and placing a playful kiss on his lips. Seokjin's eyes darkened slightly with a mix of affection and impatience.

"I am so lucky to have you as my wife," Seokjin whispered, his voice low and filled with longing.

My cheeks flushed with a warm blush, and I leaned in again, this time for a more tender and passionate kiss. Our lips met in a gentle dance of love and desire, our hearts beating as one.

In that moment, I realised once again where I was meant to be – in his arms, building a life filled with love, trust, and understanding.

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I sat down with my journal, and I couldn't help but think about the past few years, once again. I had developed keen interest in writing about my life. Wasn't it justified though? The best place for me to vent was my journal only. The pages of this small notebook were filled with emotions and reflections, much like the one I had taken inspiration from - Han Gyeong's journal.

I had decided one thing today. This was going to be my last entry in this notebook. I was moving on in life. And it was about time that I let go of these memories too.

I began to write, my pen gliding across the paper as I poured my heart out onto the pages. This journal was once my safe space where I could express my deepest thoughts and feelings, a way to make sense of the chaos that had surrounded my life.

Dear Journal,

It's been a hard journey, one that I could have never expected. Life took horrible turns, and the innocence I once held dear has been replaced with the weight of reality. There are days when I wish I could go back to that time, to that younger version of myself who believed in the goodness of the world. There are so many people, and so many memories that I cherish today too.

But somewhere around the darkness, there have been rays of light that have guided me through the storm. Seokjin, my pillar of strength, has been my constant support. His love reminds me that even in the darkest of times, there is still love and kindness to be found.

I can't help but think about those we've lost - Jungkook, Jiwoo, and even Han Gyeong. Their absence is felt deeply, and I wish I could have done more to protect them. Their memories are etched into my heart, and I know that they will never truly be gone as long as they live on in our hearts.

The truth can be a painful and bitter pill to swallow. It has revealed the lack of trust and shattered illusions, leaving us to confront the harsh realities of the world we live in. But I've also learned that facing the truth is the first step towards healing and finding closure.

In the middle of my grief, I had turned to this journal as a way to navigate the complexities of life. It had become a friend who listens without judgment.

I was too attracted to Han Gyeong's journal. She too faced her own struggles, and I can't help but take strength from her courage. In a way, her journal has become a guiding light, a source of inspiration in the darkest of times.

As I pen down these words, I am reminded that life is a journey filled with both joys and sorrows. It is a story woven with threads of love, loss, and hope. And while I may not have all the answers, I am determined to face each day with an open heart and a spirit that refuses to be defeated.

With the last entry in this journal, I embrace my vulnerability and embrace the complexities of being human. Life may be unpredictable, but through it all, I am determined to find my own path and write my own story.

Until next time,
Y/n

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a/n :

hiii! this was the last chapter and this book is officially over now. thank you so very much for reading it! i'm really grateful if you've made it this far into the book. sending lots of hugs <3

- dee

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