The delicate man that capCURED my heart

54 : HIATUS

KREIA’S POV

Everything is going well in a while, seems like I am new to this feeling or situation but I hope this goes well at the end. Para bang nabuhayan ako ng loob, nabigyan muli ng mumunting pag-asa ang aking puso.

I never been this inlove with my work since then. It’s like I am getting more attached to this field than before. Back then, I thought I am just doing this in favor for my father. That I am right here to just continue run the company, but no. Now I realized that I truly belong here, that this is where I meant.

I can see now that I am being passionate with my works. I am trying my best to be the best.

This is all because of someone. Who brings back the light that shines on me. The reason of my greatest happiness back then until now.

Standing in front of me, looking so handsome with his white short sleeve button down polo and a beige trousers paired with white chunky shoes. Looking at me straight in the eye that doubles my heartbeat again.

“Good morning” Justin greeted me with a half smile.

“Good morning, Jah” I smiled back.

After that meeting with the group, Justin always shows up in my studio. Anytime he would go in here and ask about the renovation of my studio up there. He would always use that alibi to me when I have some guts that it isn’t the reason why he’s here all the time.

Hindi sa pagiging assumera o feelingera pero may pakiramdam akong iba. Girls instincts are always true they say.

“Matatapos na ‘to this week” saad ko nang umakyat kami sa taas.

“That’s good then, we can shoot the advertisement next week”

Tumango ako sakanya. Habang inaayos ‘tong studio ay may mga ibinahagi siyang opinyon para mas mapaganda pa ito. And I gladly accept his recommendations.

“Nga pala, are you free this lunch?” he asked out of the blue.

“Yeah, why?”

“Let’s have lunch together then” he answered then smiled at me.

Isa lang ‘yon sa mga bisita niya rito na nagbigay na naman ng dagdag na pag-asa para sa akin. Hindi naman siguro masamang makaramdam ulit ng ganito. Ako naman ang masasaktan sa huli pag nagka-taon.

“Qwyn! I think my feelings are coming back” I told her on the phone while we are face timing.

“Tanga! Hindi naman nawala yan, sure ako!” sabi pa niya at inirapan ako.

I told her everything that is going on right here. Matagal na rin kaming hindi nakakapag-usap nito dahil busy na rin sa pagmo-modeling niya sa new york.

“Tingin mo? Para ba talaga kami sa isa’t-isa? Tingnan mo oh, bumabalik eh” pigil ngiti kong saad pa.

“Aba malay ko! Hindi naman ako fortune teller no!”

“Ano ba’t pagka-aga-aga masama na yang timpla ng ugali mo? Hindi ka ba pinapakain dyan ng masasarap? Sumeryoso ka nga, parang tanga alam mo namang ngayon lang nag-usap ng masinsinan eh!” bara ko sakanya pabalik. Panira ng moment amputa!

“Aba’y pasensya na madam ha, ang sabi kasi off ko ngayon pero may nag email na naman na may event kami later! Nakaka-stress!”

“Uwi ka na kasi" humalakhak ako dahil sa stress nang pagmumukha niya.

“Hindi ko na kayang umuwi r’yan. Babalik lang lahat ng mga alaala, babalik na naman ako sakanya at tatalikuran ko na naman ang lahat ng meron ako ngayon” she says with so much sadness in her voice.