Breaking Point

WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING!

It took me a good while to actually write something in my book and the thing I wrote was simple. I decided that the street would be empty due to some alergies breaking out close range to it. Ohh my do I see a covid infection here? Fucking hell this is definitely it! I created it out thin air! I am GOD! Bow before me! 

TSK! As if this was this simple. No all the people would get was actually feel pain or some kind of itching and then get down on the ground because it would get worse and worse the closer they got.

Me: FINALLY! Damn thing! Why do they all have to get in front of a truck? Are they blind or just plain stupid.

Jesus CHRIST!

Why am I doing this again?

Why did I let them throw me into this shit?

I didn't sign up for anything!

Especially not something like this!

DARN SHIGGY!

I will be skinning you when I get back!

Now the only problem left I had was the crying and screaming coming from behind me. It was getting on my nerves but this was definitely not something I could ignore and it was also not pleasent at all. I mean come on! I knew it must be hell behind there but dang these people!

Just because I can, I took a really sharp turn and made them probably fall over while still continuing to race down the street like a maniac until I got a call. Of course I looked at the phone before I took out some earbuds and accepted it. Normally I would ignore tham all since they can all love me like they do and go fuck themselves.

Talk about the devil and he may appear....

FUCK!

I don't need that right now!

Why is he even calling?

What does he want from me?

Another screaming?

Another beating?

What now?

Me: WHAT?!

Shigaraki: THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?

Me: What am I doing? WHAT AM I DOING? WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SCREAMING AT ME!!!

Shigaraki: I CAN SEE YOU IN TV!

Me: So WHAT?

Shigaraki: So what? ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE?

Me: Shouldn't you know that?

The screaming was getting louder and louder and all of the sudden, I jut snapped and started banging with one hand against the metal. Of course I knew that this was not doing anything but I also started screaming ignoring Shigaraki on the other side as wel. Everything was getting on my nerves. Right about now, I was the one who was wishing for actual death and being isekaid in the underworld and left there but I knocked at deaths door one too many times and he just looked at me and then send me away immediately. Heaven didn't wanted me and hell didn't wanted me too so where else would I be than this goddamn forsaken and cursed world called earth?

Me: FUCKING HELL SHUT UP!

Shigaraki: THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY!

Me: No you!

Shigaraki: Get your ass out of this shit!

Me: Shit? Who do you think put me in here? I don't even know how to drive!

Shigaraki: Your problem, deal with it princess.

Me: Motherfucker!

Shigaraki: Now get me these people and get away from these cameras.

Me: Do you want anything else too? How about a cake or All Might?

Shigaraki: ....

I think I made the man speechless or he just couldn't deal with me anymore. Whatever it was, he just left me hanging in the line and I wish I could just chocke this man out of his goddamn mind but nope. He was the leader and I still don't get why I was on a suicidal mission when I was basically the brain of everything here. I mean the Nomu was my idea and I helped out finding the best quirks for it and now they are basically throwing me away! Jesus are they thankful for all my help. 

Me: Darn MAN CHILD! How dare he even scream at me!

Sigh....

Calm down...

Breathe!

I can do this...

I just need my notebook and write it down or why not abandone everything?

AH yes!

Why not just die with all the people!

At least everything will be over this way!

No problems!

No thoughts!

No haunting....

No bad dreams....

It was just a thought that popped up but the more I was thinking about it the more it was appealing to me. I mean the sceaming would die out and then the whole thing about the LOV and my useless life would be over! No more killing, no more fighting, no more healing and no more pain! I was sick and tired of the screaming and everything else. The LOV was just using me and I knew that. To top it off, they also started to actually treat me like a handyman and not a member! 

Who the fuck they think they are dealing with?

If I wanted it, I could make all their lives hell!

If I wanted it, I could also stop being who I am....

If I wanted it.....

Whelp!

What a trouble because right now I don't want anything!

I just want some space and some rest and maybe call it eternal rest as well and it would be perfect! Live is a rollercoaster ride and I certainly didn't need more than what I already had plus if I was ever gonna cross the LOV then death would be my least problems!