Breaking Point

The fuck you doing there?

I thought I was groing crazy and someone was actually kidding me. Alright, where were the cameras? This was too ridiculous. Hawks, the number three hero was flying right next to me right now and he didn't look like as if he was attacking me. Besides that I was more focused on the streets then him anyways.

Hawks: Alright, you are definitely too young for this.

Me: You think I don't know?! This was not what I actually wanted!

Hawks: Then what is it?

Me: How about some nice place in a warm room with some tea?

Hawks: We can have that if you stop this truck.

Me: As if you don't know who I am.

Hawks: I do but there is always more to a story.

Me: Says who? I killed soo many people and don't you dare tell me that it's all in the past.

Hawks: I won't. 

Me: Why are you even here talking to me?

Hawks: It is worth trying.

Me: And if I refuse?

Hawks: One way or another the truck will be stopped.

Me: Well then good luck.

Hawks: Seriously why not stop for real?

Me: Why should I?

Hawks: How about that you could die and this is reckless?

Me: Good at least I don't have to endure any stupidity then.

Hawks: Did you really just agree to die?

Me: WHAT? 

I could tell that this chicken was looking weird at me and I get why he was doing that. I would be doing the same but right now I was just soo sick and tired of everything. First I wanted to screw the LOV over and second I wanted to seriously end this. There was nothing left for me anyways. What the hell should I even do in this world? I don't have family, I don't have a place to go to and I don't belong anywhere too! So someone tell me what was wrong with wanting to die in this case?

Hawks: Aren't you too young for that? How old are you 16? 17?

Me: Who cares and yes I am too young for thisn but I don't fucking care!

Hawks: ..... alright.... what happened?

Me: How about stop worrying about me and try saving the idiots from the back of the truck!

Hawks: There are heroes already doing that and I am here to talk to you.

Me: For what? I won't stop the truck.

Hawks: Then where are you heading?

Me: To fucking screw them all over!

Hawks: Them? So you've been cheated or abandoned?

Me: Last one and it was the LOV so either you all follow me and let me screw these motherfuckers over or I will just turn!

Hawks: Turn?

Me: Yes turn!

Hawks: .... 

Me: ....

There was this small pause we didn't say anything at all and I could still hear some screaming as I was trying to actually controll this truck and not let it overthrow itself and started tossing and turning which was quite the normal situation and outcome about now. It was honestly a wonder this didn't happen yet. I was really wondering why it was not doing that and it couldn't be because I was such a good driver. There was no way I was a good driver at all!

Hawks: I can't let you get to them.

Me: Why not?

Hawks: Because your life would be in danger.

Me: I am a villain.

Hawks: You are underaged.

Me: Still a villain and are you judging me by how young I am?

Hawks: .... Yes. Yes I am, will you really not stop the truck?

Slowly but surely I was getting sick of this. I knew what he wanted to achive but there was no way I would do it. I mean if I was already going down under than I wanted to do it in a dramatic way! This would be more than just epic and besides that they wouldn't have enough time to safe everyone so the chances of them dropping the villain and preoritize the others would be quite high.

Of course by now I was already on the bridge and I had some ideas about what to do. First one was actually let the truck lit up on fire and then explode. Not easy to do but with a quirk like mine it is. Though could I really do that? I needed paper and by now my little notebook which was my life saviour as well as little friend was no longer near me thanks to all that shaking and everything. Soooo next idea was turning and ramming the railing getting straight down the bridge and basically drown.

I know...

I know....

Drowning is not the best thing to do and it certainly was not an option without any pain. I have heared that it was actually one of the most painful things ever. Who could say that when they actually drowned? Was someone saved and said that or is this actually assumed. Who knows... I might find that out soon.