With Him || Heehoon

CHAP 22

Sunghoon's POV

I barely slept last night. After my run in the rain, I stayed awake for most of the night. I don't know when I finally drifted off to sleep but it was surely too late. I was still sleepy and my limbs felt sore. 

Fuck heeseung. 

I dragged my feet downstairs in dire to have caffeine to wake me up. 

"Morning mom." I greeted grabbing my ready coffee mug.  "how was you're night? 

"Peachy." she replied. "how was yours?"

"Not enough. I'll need another mug to survive today." I say. she smiled going around to fix me another coffee.

"School trouble."

"Yea..."

"Well not to add to your troubles but ji-ho haven't really returned home in three nights."

I dropped my empty mug down to think. "Thats good right? Could he be gone for good?"

"I don't think so." She gave me the newly made coffee mug crossing her hand after.

"His things are still here. This could either be good or big trouble."

My jaw ticked but I was honestly too tired to even think much about this. "It'll be fine mum."

She nodded ending the conversation. She probably saw that I wasn't in the mood for it. I had enough problem on my plate.

Problems about my feelings and problems about my sexuality.

I also had two test today and a lacrosse game in two days.

Life should just give me a break already. I need some sleep.

The rain was still drizzling by the time I left. I looked over at my neighbours house, drawing my hood over my head.

Would he still need a ride today? How's his leg? And who brought the car out to the road? I didn't need to think much because the car that was parked out started revising until it was right in front of me.

I squinted my eyes in curiosity as the glass lowered and heeseung's smiling face came into view from the driver's seat. I felt a flutter at just seeing his face.

"What? Is park sunghoon afraid of getting wet?" He asked with his usual charming smile and jocular personality and here I thought things would be awkward. "Come on it's just a little rain. No harm."

I scoffed. "I'm not afraid dummy. Just thinking about my next step."

"As long as It ends up with you in the car, think as much as you want." He says rolling the windows back up.

I got into the car soon after, dusting water of my hood. "Happy now?"

"Totes." He says with a smile driving off. "I'm hungry, are you?"

"I don't do breakfast." I told him.

"And you don't do lunch. I'm not sure you even do dinner." He says trying to look at me, while driving at the same time.

I shifted uncomfortably in the leather seat. Okay my eating routine is whack and I barely eat. But who cares. I'm still breathing and can throw some punches around. "Doesn't matter heeseung."

"Matters a whole lot sunghoon, you're my only friend and you might look fine but one day, you'll just drop and we'll be a problem."

"For? For me right? My problem." I said getting irritated already.

I don't know if he knows about my anger issues, but he shouldn't be messing with me when I'm bloody tired.

"Let it go."