𝕋𝕙𝕖 ℝ𝕖𝕕 ℝ𝕠𝕤𝕖 {ʀᴀʏxᴍ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ}

33:Desire

Hi everyone ❤️
So in the previous chapter, I asked you guys what songs you think fit Ray and Y/N's relationship/trope and @H3LL0MYDARL1NG (idk why i can't tag them) created a playlist!!

I'll link it here if you'd like to listen to it:

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3IQVkNJYgiMHUeE4Kaj7hj?si=KHcn3RPmRO6SxeGqhAdgEg&pi=a-IlK2xAHUQe2j

Not sure if it'll work or not, but if it doesn't, go to spotify and search for DARL1NG,

this is their profile, and the playlist is TRR.
Once again, thank you so much for creating this playlist and it actually has songs that even I thought fit Y/N and RayxY/N's relationship, especially Daddy Issues and Mitski and Lana Del Ray being apart of the playlist❤️❤️

Here's the chapter many have long been waiting for so sit back and enjoy!!

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Death.

The one thing we all fear the most. No one knows what happens after death, or what happens to our bodies in the afterlife. We'd all ask ourselves, would we end up in Hell, or heaven?

Most of us would dream to go to heaven, to live a peaceful life in the clouds, with our families by our side.

Due to that, most of us would pray, most would repent for their sins, would even perform the most simplest acts of kindness, to secure a seat in heaven. But did heaven really exist? Was there ever such a place where peace, love, happiness, could coexist? Could peace really bring love? And could love really bring happiness?

But what about those who went to Hell, what happened to them? Were they punished? We will never know.

We all would never want to die, we'd all want to live long, until we are old with our loved ones by our side. Some may be happy, drinking and laughing with their family and friends, satisfied with their life, whilst some may feel regret, regretful that they didn't spend their life properly and accomplishing their dreams and aspirations.

Some may fear of the afterlife, some may be prepared to enter it. Death is inevitable, we'd all die due to different reasons.

But as the pain spread through my body, the one thing I desired for;

was death.

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I cried out, scratching at my skin in an attempt to relieve myself of the pain. "I hate this! I hate it so much!" I sobbed, "how many times must you do this to me?!" I screamed.

"Oh that look in your eyes~, I hate it so much." He spoke in my ear. He had that shit-eating grin on his face as he mocked my pathetic self. "How does it feel? I'm sure you're glad, aren't ya~? You can finally die, if he would even let you." He cackled.

"Shut up!" I yelled, picking up a piece of a broken table and throwing it at him, watching as he disappeared. A groan escaped my throat as I gripped my hair, a high-pitched noise ringing in my ear. I stumbled around the room, wincing as my the noise grew louder and higher in frequency.