New beginnings

Okay mama

3rd person pov

It was now Monday which meant Lily had to go back to school, Scarlett and Colin tried to get Lily to not go and consider home schooling but Lily wanted to have one more chance because she didnt want to leave Adeline and Leo, the girls were originally meant to be suspended for another week but they got their parents to call the school and they just gave up with the arguing and told them that they could come back but they still had the detentions

Lily didnt know that they would be back this week so she was excited for school in the morning and Scarlett didnt know otherwise she would have forced Lily to come to set with her but the morning routine was the same just that Lily was dropped off at school instead of making her way to set with Scarlett

Lilys pov

We got to the front of school and i quickly hugged Scarlett before making my way to the doors and i turned around and gave her a thumbs up so she will feel less anxious because this whole weekend she had been trying to convince me not to go back because she didnt want me to get hurt again but my ribs have gotten better i still have a-lot of pain when i move around too much but other than that i was okay and i was ready for this, i didnt want everyone to think that i was afraid of them even though i was terrified this morning when i woke up, i had a bad feeling like something was going to happen and i put the biggest smile on my face hoping Scarlett or dad dont figure out it was the biggest fake smile of my life

The first few hours of school were good and it felt normal again, the rumours had spread around the school about what they did and that Scarlett Johansson was here with me but i just kept my head down and ignored them because it wasnt nothing that i dont already believe, Leo had been with me all the time dropping me off to all my classes which i was grateful for

It was now the end of lunch and i make my way to the bathroom so i could retouch my lip gloss because Leo would not stop kissing me in the library which we got told off for but luckily it was only a warning we got because if they would have given me a detention they send an email to your parents or guardians on why you got a detention and my dad would be furious

As i make my way into the cafeteria again i can see Alexia, Lexie and Maisie all surrounding Leo which made me panic, i could feel the breaths being sucked into me and i couldnt let them out, Leo made eye contact with me and told them to fuck off before running over to me and leading me out of the cafeteria because everyone staring at me was making me spiral, he lead me into a empty classroom and i could see he was trying to get me to breathe but i couldnt, i could see it was also making him panic that he wasnt able to help me, but my eyes were turning glossy and i could barely make out anything in front of me anymore but i dont know if it was because i was crying or because i was going to pass out soon

I was frantically looking around trying to do what Scarlett told me to do when i have my attacks and look around to name 5 things i could see but it wasnt working but then i heard her voice which made me whip my head around to where i saw Leo crouched down in front of me

Scarletts pov

When i dropped Lily off at school i did feel upset because i have gotten used to her being around me everyday and i was worried this was going to set Lily back and be even worse for her mental health, Colin had told me that during the period of time he was with Jodie she was diagnosed with depression but she eventually got better as they put her on antidepressants but she hasnt been on them since Jodie had left but he told me it was a struggle to get Lily to take the pills and she would often refuse to take them which made me feel sad because she was only 12 at the time and she seems to be doing better recently

I got to set and i was immediately met with a confused Chris who was looking around behind me and it made me laugh how he thought he was going to spend the day with Lily again