|When you left him without giving him any reason.
Him as your husband, you as his beloved wife|Part 1
These days Jungkook noticed a drastic change between his perfect relationship with you. You talked less, always push him away when he asked for your attention and you seem like a whole new person whom he couldn't recognise anymore at this point. He feels you're not the same woman he fell in love with anymore and it feels like he's talking to a stranger when he somehow get to have a conversation with you.
"Darling?" Jungkook called out for you as soon as he entered the house after returning from work but sigh in disappointment as he didn't get any response as usual. He felt so hurt and wondered what wrong he did for you to treat him this way.
He remembered those times when he would be welcomed home by your warm embrace and the tasty aroma of the food you prepared for him everyday but now...now it feels like he's living alone even though you're present in the house.
Jungkook took off his shoes and entered the empty house as he didn't see you around. He head towards the bedroom and hope you'll be there. As soon as he opened the door he's greeted by the sight of you soundly asleep on the bed which made him smile slightly.
He placed his bag on the couch and approach the bed then took a seat beside you. He look at your face looking so peaceful and beautiful as always as you sleep sound. He slowly removed your hair strand from your face and have many questions he wanted to asked you.
Why you are starting to act like this, why you're treating him like a stranger and.... making him feel like you don't love him anymore.
"Why...why love? What wrong did I do" he whispered to himself as he felt his vision getting blurry with tears.Jungkook sigh and wipe his tears then stood up to take a shower. He strips off his clothes and step inside the shower, letting the cold water hit his skin hoping it'll wash his pain and stress away but of course it won't really help.
He couldn't control his sobs any longer and break down into tears in the shower. He didn't care about anything anymore, he just wants the old you again. After what felt like eternity, he finally calm down and turn off the shower. He step out and dry himself then wore his clothes before leaving the bathroom.
Jungkook expected that you would still be sleeping but as he stepped out of the bathroom he didn't see you in the bed. He looks around the room but you're nowhere. He thought you're probably in the kitchen so he leaves the bedroom and walk down the hallway which lead to the kitchen but it's empty as well.
He frowned and called out for you as he didn't find you in the kitchen nor the living room.
"Y/n? Darling where are you?" But he didn't get any response. He gave up and thought that maybe you're out so he went to the kitchen to see whether you prepared dinner.But there's nothing. Jungkook sigh and controlled himself from getting frustrated by your unreasonable behaviour. He decided to cook something for himself to eat and wait for you to return.
It's nearly 11 but you're still not home. He was washing the dishes and felt worried about your whereabouts, wondering where you could have went this late. He quickly dried his hands and went to the bedroom, deciding to call you.
He dial your number and wait as it kept ringing but you didn't answer. He's panicking now and called you again and again but you still didn't pick up.
"Where could she be dammit!" His worries were growing each passing second and he felt uneasy as he pace up and down.<My love💕: darling...where are you? Please answer me. I'm very worried about you my love... please answer and talk to me>
But you never replied.
Jungkook felt like he'll go insane with how much he's panicking and getting negative thoughts and scenerios at your sudden disappearance. He let out a soft sob and head towards the couch to grab his jacket to search for you when his eyes suddenly landed on a piece of paper placed on the cushion.
He slowly picked up the paper, unfold it and he gasped out loudly seeing that it's a letter from you.
Dear Jungkook,
By the time you read this letter I probably would have been gone. I don't know from where to start but I want to apologise for my behaviour towards you. It's not your fault why I'm doing this but it's me.
Just know that you deserve someone better. I can't give you a proper reason why I'm doing this but I hope you'll understand and not look for me anymore.
-Y/n.
By the moment he finished reading the letter he couldn't hold back from letting out a painful cry and felt his knees growing weak. He couldn't hold his tears anymore and completed broke down as he grip the letter tightly against his chest.
"Why!? Y/n why!? Why did you leave me!?" He cried though he knows it's useless but he couldn't hold himself. He needs and love you so much so why would you be so cruel and leave him without any reason nor clear explanation."Please... please don't do this... please come back... I.. I can't live without you my love..."
"I'm sorry if I made any mistake... just please come back.... don't leave me Y/n please! I love you so much... I'll die without you!" He cry out loud without care.He feels suffocated all of a sudden. This is too much for him to bear. He can't live without you, everything is meaningless without you and he doesn't want to live anymore if you're not here.
"Please... come back... don't do this to me...I love you..I need you more than air to breathe... please.."
To be continued...
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Part two coming soon...

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