Don't Cry (Kohnnie (mpreg))

FOUR

(Kellic_Thugpug)

Johnnie's POV

What Kyle said kinda hurt to be honest. But, we could never be together anyway. And he sure as hell doesn't like me more than a friend. But, I like him more than a friend.

I look over at Bryan to see him looking at me. It seemed as though he could tell that something was up. And he's right. There is something up. I just don't want to admit it, fearing what Kyle will say, and the obvious rejection that I'll receive from him.

Eventually we go back to our apartment, and after we get back, Bryan motions for me to follow him into his room. Sighing, I get up from the couch and walk into Bryan's room with him, where he sits me down onto the bed next to him.

"Johnnie, are you okay?" He asks. I sigh, shaking my head. "No. Not really." I say.

"It's about Kyle isn't it?" He asks. I nod. "You like him more than a friend don't you?" He asks, causing me to nod once again. "What's the use in telling him though?" I ask. "He doesn't like me back anyway." I sigh, sitting back on Bryan's bed a little, and bringing my knees up to my chest and hugging my legs close to me.

I feel Bryan wrap his arms around me and I lean into his side. "Don't worry Johnnie." He says. "Just give it time." He says. "I've got a feeling Kyle isn't exactly being very honest when he says he doesn't like you anymore than a friend." He adds.

I look up at him. "Are you sure?" I ask. "Cause it sure seems like he doesn't like me more than a friend." I say, sighing slightly as I look down at the floor.

Shaking my head, I stand up. "This is stupid." I mutter. "I shouldn't be feeling this way towards Kyle." I say. "Not when he doesn't like me back." Sighing, I go to walk out of Bryan's room, but stop as I remembered something. "By the way Bryan. Can you order a bed for Kyle online?" I ask, looking over at him.

He nods, standing up and walking over to me. "Sure Johnnie." He says. "And just give it time." He adds. "Let Kyle figure out his feelings towards you, and you can figure out yours towards him." He says, patting me on my back, before walking out of his room with me following behind.

Sighing, I go sit down at the end of the couch, farthest from Kyle. I grab my phone out of my pocket and look through Instagram, liking random photos in my news feed/timeline, whatever it's called.

I look up as I notice Kyle has moved closer to me. "You okay Johnnie?" He asks, concern crossing his face as he watches me. I nod. "Yeah. I'm fine." I sigh, looking away from him.

He frowns slightly. "I haven't done anything to upset you have I?" He asks. I look over at him, sighing a little. Maybe I should just tell him?

No. Not yet. He's only been here for a day, and I don't just want to come out and say that I like him more than a friend just yet. Like Bryan said, I'm gonna give it some time so I can think over what I'm going to tell him.

"You haven't done anything to upset me." I say. "I'm just really tired." I sigh, yawning slightly. "I haven't really been getting that much sleep lately." I say.

He nods slowly, not quite believing me, but dropping the subject anyway. He stands up, and walks into the kitchen. "Do you want anything to drink Johnnie?" He calls over to me.

"No thanks." I say back to him, drawing my knees up to my chest and resting my forehead on my knees.

Can I survive keeping my crush on Kyle a secret till I eventually tell him? Or will he end up finding out before I even get a chance to?